There's no denying that "Grey's Anatomy" has left us in tears on more than a few occasions. I can honestly say this show has made me cry more than any boy ever has. Shonda Rhimes has a twisted, wonderful mind, which makes us love her 90% of the time, but hate her in instances like these.

13. When April left Jackson to go overseas.

Who could leave this man willingly? That's the real question.

12. When Arizona cheated on Callie

You ruined one of our favorite couples without even killing anyone. Props, Shonda.

11. When the doctors had to pick who lives and who dies

The train crashed and they had to decide who to save...tragedy at its finest.

10. When Callie and Arizona get in a car accident

I don't know which was scarier; waiting to find out if the baby was okay or Owen Hunt's singing. Thankfully the baby was okay and there were no more musical episodes.

9. When Meredith let herself drown

God bless you, Derek.

8. When the homemade bomb exploded

I honestly thought everything was going to turn out alright. So naive...

7.

When Denny Duquette died

After the LVAD wire incident? Really?

6. When there's a shooter in the hospital

So many emotions in one episode.

5.

When McSteamy dies

He was Derek and Callie's best friend, Lexie's long lost lover, and everyone else's heartthrob. Why, Shonda...

4. When Christina leaves

You know how they say losing a best friend is harder than losing a boyfriend? Well losing your person is even harder than that.

3. When the plane crash kills half of our favorite couple

They never did have good timing...this one hurt more than words.

2. When George gives his life for someone else's

HE WAS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER. Gone but never forgotten, O'Malley.

1. You already know...

In this moment, I swore I would stop watching- in reality, I just tear up a little every time Chasing Cars comes on.