Dear Old Life,
Waking up not even knowing what day it is or how long you have been thinking everything is okay and really your just blinded, hiding behind what you’ve learned to think is normal, when it’s totally not...
Yes, that was me.. Now I realize how I was so wrong with thinking all was okay, when it definately was not.
All the while I was with someone who didn’t care, who I thought loved me with all his heart, just to have a shot shot at me and my left arm torn away.. So, if anyone ever questions if “I’d make those mistakes I made for so many years” again, the answer is no I don’t even think twice to fall in again. Why would I? When toy become stronge you realize what seemed impossible to see before.
Yes, old life I wish so much I could just erase you like you never occurred.. but this just isn’t possible. God makes everything happen for a reason, and I get this now.
Thank you for all that happend that led me on the right path today...
Sincerely,
Me



















