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Unspoken letter to my Ex

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Unspoken letter to my Ex
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Dear Ex,

I know you're surprised to hear from me because after all this time I've ignored you. From seeing you out in public treating you like a stranger to ignoring you when you've tried to reach out to me and apologize, or even tell me how better I look.

There are so many emotions that I never really forgave, a lot of unsaid things that I really wanted to say but I didn't. I just swept it under the rug and moved on with my life.

Now I am ready.

So Just shut up! Don't say nothing! You sit here and hear what I have to say!

Yes, I am still hurt at the fact that you wasted my time. The fact that I told you everything even down to the root of my life and you betrayed me. I'm hurt that time, after time, after time . I gave you chance, after chance because my heart is so big and it filled with so much love for you. I always tried to see the good in every situation.

I'm hurt that you chose your bros over me when in the end..ahaa.. in the end… where are those "bros" that you put before me? That's none of my business though.

I'm hurt that you learned me like saying your ABC's backwards and were able to control my EVERY emotion. One minute I would be furious wanting to smash your head into a brick wall and the next 5mins have all the materials to put you right back together an love on you like it's the end of the world. I'm hurt that so many people said you were this..and said you were that but never believed them.

I'm hurt that I cried so many days and nights because you softly told me lies to my face and placed kisses on my heart.

Oooww, boy. You always knew just what to do, huh.

Most of all I'm hurt with MYSELF.

I'm hurt at the fact that I allowed you to make me feel the lowest of low. I'm hurt that I had to look in a mirror and ask myself questions as if somethings wrong with me. Because you always chose the other girls over me, but always came running back to me.

Like "am I starting to look ugly to you". "is it my hair". "What's wrong with me" why aren't you choosing me like you did when we first started? Yes, I noticed the difference.

I'm hurt, because you took my kindness and heart of gold for granted. And now I'm always questioning my new guys every move because of what YOU did to me and because I allowed it to happen that way. But I also want to thank you, for the lesson I've learned from all this.After all you were good for something.

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