Dear____,
Even though you broke her heart, she still speaks of you with love in her voice; and to be honest, it baffles me that even when she's talking about how you hurt her, her voice echoes her love for you. I can admit that I am completely biased because when it came to things that happened in your relationship, I only heard her side, I only heard the way she sobbed as she tried to understand why this was happening, I only saw the hurt in her eyes whenever she talked about you, and I only saw what the stress of the relationship was doing to her;and after all of that, I'm not sure that hearing your side will ever mean anything.
No matter how I feel/ felt about you during your relationship with her, there was a part of me that was rooting for you because even with every twist and turn in your relationship, you still managed to make her happy, and that was all that mattered to me. But now you've managed to hurt her so bad that she not only questions if love is something she wants to experience again, but she questions her worth. My beautiful friend, questions her worth. I'm sure that's not what you meant to happen, but just because it's not what you intended to happen, it doesn't mean that that is not what happened.
You helped her sink to a different kind of low in her life, and she probably wouldn't want me telling you this, but I want you to know how the person who once gave you everything, did everything for you is doing now. If you care or not is a question I won't bother to ask because I don't want to know the answer. I know that at some point in your life you'll look back and be filled with regret because you truly will be missing out on an amazing person. By the time you're able to look back and appreciate the love she gave you, it may be too late; but if God so happens to be on your side, and it's not too late, I hope you've learned from this. She doesn't need you; she never did and she never will, but she does want you. Consider yourself lucky.
I don't understand how you could walk away from someone like her, and it's not really something that I need to understand, but I hope that you can figure it out, and that after everything you've done, you can still live with yourself.
Signed a caring friend.
