To The Girl I Thought Would Be My 'Best Friend Forever'
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To The Girl I Thought Would Be My 'Best Friend Forever'

Thank you.

To The Girl I Thought Would Be My 'Best Friend Forever'

To the girl who I thought would be my “best friend forever,”

I wish the best for you, I really do.

Sometimes in life, things don't always work out how you expect them to. It have breakups, bad test grades, and a lot of things don't go your way.

But one thing, that hurts the most out of all of those is, losing your best friend.

It hurts to know that I know longer have you with me to laugh until we cry, or sing to our favorite songs together in my car, or when I came to your house just so you could hold me until all my pain was gone.

I'll never fully understand why, but I guess I'm not supposed to understand.

I wasn't what you wanted in a friend, and even though I'll keep typing in your name on my phone to try and send you a text message, or accidentally call you to have you calm me down, it'll break my heart when I realize that you're not going to be on the other line like you're supposed to be.

But, even though it kills me, I'm going to have to move on. It's easier said than done believe me, I'm not what you wanted and that's okay. I wish you the best in everything you do. And I am so proud of you.

Towards the end of our friendship, I totally feel like our friendship was a one way street. Like you just became mad at me because you were justified in doing so. I forgave you over and over again. I forgave you for things that I could never even imagine doing to you.

But, that was your decision. For now, I hope you're happy with it. But, soon you'll realize that all I really was, was there for you. I was your best friend. But I feel like you weren't mine anymore.

Never will I forget the memories we shared. And I will forever thank you for holding me when I thought my world was falling apart, giving me advice when I needed it the most, and never leaving my side, until now.

You meant the world to me. More than any relationship ever could. More than anyone else, ever could.

But, I'm not mad at you. I don't hate you. I love you, more than you'll ever know.

I guess this was just gods way of moving me on to something new in life.

Thank you, for being my best friend while it lasted. Thank you for sharing most of my most amazing memories with me.

And most of all; thank you, for letting me go.

I realize now, that not all things are meant to be. I realize now, that life isn't always what you want it to be.


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