I remember the day when I saw you holding her. Your lips touching her, your hands around her waist, as I stood there in absolute disbelief and pain. In that moment, I didn't know what to do. All I knew is that my heart was ripped completely in half. Watching the way you looked at her and seeing you hold her hand made me realize that everything was a lie. What we had built over that past year was destroyed, if there was ever anything there to begin with.

You apologized many times, but I was so disgusted by you, I didn't even want to know your name. But at the same time, I wanted to hold onto the person that I thought I knew. But that person was purely an illusion.

You told me you loved me every single day and made me feel special, so I never imagined that you would feel the need to seek attention from another female. And it hurt. The excruciating pain took over my heart and mind for quite some time. And to this day, I have difficulty trusting my partners.

Now, I think that every guy is going to hurt me, because of my experience with you. Being deceived by a person you love is one of the most soul crushing experiences in existence. For months, it felt like I was in a world of desolation and depression, and I swore that I would never heal.

I can still feel the sting of your poisonous lips trying to kiss me after I unveiled your lies. Did you honestly think a kiss was going to fix what you did? You're just a venomous monster that thrives on immediate gratification and sexual encounters. You liked the thrill of having two young girls dangling on a string. And even though it hurt, I had to cut myself loose.

I hear that you're dating her now, the girl that you cheated on me with. And I wonder how long it will be until you decide to hurt her. You are a vile human being, and I hope that she sees it before it is too late. To you, love is a game, and all you do is play. You mess around, and don't care if you hurt others in the process.

Things like this are not easily forgotten, so the past comes up to haunt me from time to time. But I am hoping that it will eventually fade away. You took a carefree girl and turned her into someone who is guarded and afraid. Does that make you feel good about yourself? You get enjoyment from completely wrecking another human being. So congratulations, you got what you wanted. But one day, I will meet someone who will value me as a person, and not view me as being insignificant. I am more than that, and even though you didn't see it, someone else will.