The Apocalypse

The Apocalypse

This feels like the end of the world.

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The apocalypse and I used to be close. We used to spend so much time together that people wouldn't recognize me unless I was with her.

I used to trust the apocalypse.


And my naivety let the apocalypse take advantage of me.

First, the apocalypse pushed all my friends away.

I told the apocalypse to chill, but the apocalypse gets jealous when I spend more time with other people than her.


The apocalypse disrespected me because that's what she does, and I let her.


The apocalypse lied to me.

She took my hand, looked into my eyes and said she needed me! And I thought I needed her too.


Then the apocalypse stole me from myself, dressed in my clothes and tricked everyone into believing she was me.


Last week, the apocalypse convinced me to lay in bed for hours on end. She guilt tripped me into thinking I would be better off doing nothing, wasting away with her.


The apocalypse finds every way she can to ruin my days, sometimes weeks, maybe months.


The apocalypse needs a reaction out of me to survive.


The apocalypse never left me alone when I was sad, but she never comforted me either.


I do not want to be friends with the apocalypse anymore, I want to kill the apocalypse.


The apocalypse took my home, my peace of mind.

She walked straight through the front door, knocked over all of the picture frames, rummaged through the fridge, gutted the place clean from the attic to the basement, then burned the whole building down.


The apocalypse does not love me, because the apocalypse destroys everything and can only offer the end of the world.


I know the apocalypse isn't good for me, but sometimes she tries to pull me in closer again.


When the apocalypse finally ends, I will still be here.

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12 Bible Verses For Faith In Hard Times

Remind yourself that God is always with you.
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Lately, I have felt lost at what God wants for my life. Ever since I've come back to UWG everything has been horrible. It seems that I can't catch a break. I'm trying my best to focus on school, work, and extracurricular activities. But it's hard when I'm having issues with my apartment/roommates and knowing my family back home is struggling and needs many prayers. All, I keep thinking is maybe Carrollton isn't where I belong anymore. I've asked God if He can guide me in the right direction. Below, I have found Bible verses that have helped get me through these rough, past couple of weeks.

1. Isaiah 43:2

"When you go through deep waters, I will be with you."

2. Psalm 37:5

"Commit your way to the Lord. Trust in Him, and He will act."

3. Romans 8:18

"The pain that you've been feeling, can't compare to the joy that's coming."

4. Proverbs 31:25

"She is clothed in strength, and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future."

5. Joshua 1:9

"Be bold. Be brave. Be courageous."

6. Ecclesiastes 3:1

"There is a time for everything and a reason for every activity under the heavens."

7. Isaiah 41:10

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."

8. Isaiah 66:9

"I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born, says the Lord."

9. Psalm 91:4

"He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings, you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart."

10. Psalm 62:1-2

"My soul finds rest in God alone, my salvation comes from Him, He alone is my rock and my salvation."

11. Philippians 4:13

"I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength."

12. Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

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How To Navigate The Unknown, Ft. The One And Only Lord Our God

Uncertainty is a beast of a monster. How will you tame it?

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I have insecurities, issues, problems, and bad hair days. But then again, don't we all?

This past week, doubts about my future hit me especially hard. They crept in and twisted their way into my every thought. Why this…? When will I…? Who will I…? How should I…?

I sat down, determined to put an end to these pestering ambiguities.

I compiled a list of each of my uncertainties, and then another list of my certainties in life.

After reflecting on my lists, I realized that I need to be more grateful.

Why? Because...

  • I was never uncertain about finding food to eat for my next meal.
  • I never doubted any of my friendships.
  • There was no hesitation in recognizing that I always have access to clean water.
  • I don't have any monetary issues.
  • I was never uncertain of the Lord's love for me.
  • I never doubted that my family loves me.

None of the items on my "uncertainties" list were overly concerning.

In fact, when I wrote my "certainties" list, I found myself pointing to God in nearly each of the things I was sure of in my life.

For example:

  • Although I don't know what I should minor in, I know that God's plan will reveal itself.
  • I don't know whom I will marry yet, but I know the Lord is the one whom I should be chasing after; His plans are far better than anything I could imagine.
  • I'm not quite sure what I'll be doing next summer, but I know God has a great plan in store for me.
  • Even if the student I'm tutoring decides to misbehave, God is giving me experience in handling tough situations to better prepare me for my future.

It all points back to Him. Coincidence? Not in the slightest. Even when I have my doubts, I know I can rely on my faith and my relationship with God to remain constant.

In future times of stress when it seems as if nothing in my future is planned, I'll do this exercise again. I'll write out my uncertainties, and then list how God is in control of each scary curve just around the corner.

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