Sometimes dreaming can be challenging. There can be a time when we are stuck in between the "excitement" and the "fear" stages of accomplishing something. However, just because it may be hard now, doesn't mean it will stay this way forever. May this piece help you overcome your 'abyss' as you reach toward your goals. You can get through this!
There was something inside of her, but she didn't know what
Some people told her it was luck, some people told her it was love
But for the life of her, she didn't recognize what it was
It felt so new and so strange
'Was something about to change?'
She wondered this aloud, because for now,
She couldn't figure out what this feeling was, fresh and strong
It made her wonder for too long
Yet, it felt like dangerously wild expectation
It hit like wonderfully addicting dreams
And it spread the fear of luminous possibilities
It was both beautiful and terrifying
Electrifying and heartbreaking
'Anxiousness,' was what she came up with
On her dreams, for what she was always told,
'If it's too good to be true, it generally is.'
But she wanted to be happy for herself for getting this far
Even if it meant being so unsure of this feeling
So, yes, it was unknown
But didn't that mean she had grown into what she always believed she could?
Wasn't this a step into her marvelous dream that no one else understood?
The universe nodded in seeming agreement, and for now, she beamed
Even if she never understood what it all could mean
From then on, she called it, 'The Abyss of Doubt,'
She knew she wasn't immune to it, but she was figuring it out
There was no mistake that she would fall there again
But with unfaltering belief in herself, this visit would come to an end
'Dreaming is never easy, nor possible at first
But I cannot lose myself here in what appears like the worst.'
The Abyss of Doubt would surely visit again
But it made her resolve even stronger then
For her dreams were alive and well and undying
She would always fight to keep them thriving
Even in The Abyss of Doubt