The beast could not bear my absurdity with him, so he decided to rise suddenly without warning, and decided to drag me with him into the depths of darkness, no one knew of that but God alone knew it.

I was there with them physically but spiritually I was struggling to live in the depths I tried hard to get out but it was no use. I was drowning in tears and I was literally devastated from the inside. The corner of my house would hug me every time when my legs couldn't hold me.

I was praying to God to take me out and I would never do it again. He was there and heard me and sent me a rope to hold on to

to get me out of the darkness. My exit was tiring and exhausted because the beast did not agree to let me out quickly because of the actions I had done that angered him all these years, I held on to that rope for weeks until I realized I could shake it a little to announce that I was done waiting.

It was nothing but simple tremors until I felt the rope move to pull me from the bottom of the darkness, little by little, until I began to see the light. Life began to enter my body again, and I rested in peace after a long struggle.

And it is only after a whole year to see the attempts of the beast began to return again, because of my return to my old actions, but not anymore. I am not coming to you to rot in the depths. God's curse surrounds you (𝑑𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛)

by - 𝓗𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓷