I know that life has not always been easy, and you lost all control,, losing all sight of the important things. Now that you have hit rock bottom, and you start gaining control of your life again, things will be difficult but I pray you do not give up. When you finally hit the bottom, you realize the climb back up will be incredibly challenging. That is okay though, because after all the complications and hard times in your life, you know you will become a stronger, and more confident in what you're capable of. You will have every reason to take care of yourself, and put yourself first. You might have wandered away from the person you are, but high hopes she will return.

I pray that you allow yourself to fail sometimes, and over come the failure. I pray that you are able to remember your past, while you are starting to create your future. I pray that you surround yourself with a support system who love you, and allow you to be yourself. I pray that you begin to trust in yourself enough to make your own decisions, and to make the right choice. I pray that you begin to trust again, and you start to do the things you love and make you happy. I pray that you never give up who you are for someone else. I pray that you allow kindness to guide you. Most importantly, I pray that you pull yourself back up from the darkness, and never fall back again. Most importantly, I pray that you find yourself.

You never realized, but you went missing a long time ago. Your family, friends, and support system has missed your smile, and your laugh. Not the fake smile you do when you're feeling vulnerable, but the one that everyone sees in photos. I hope that the girl everyone knew, welcomes you back with open arms, and love. I believe you will find your path again, and you are returned to where you belong. You might have wandered a little, but you were never fully lost.