Nick Jonas recently got married to the love of his life, Priyanka Chopra. I have mixed feelings about this. Part of me is so incredibly happy that he found love and that he is now with the person that he will hopefully spend the rest of his life with, the other part of me is sad.

First, I am sad. Nick Jonas was my first celebrity crush. He was the first boy that I put all over my bedroom wall growing up. He was the reason why I picked up the guitar at such a young age.

His long curly hair and the way he perfectly played the guitar. He was a performer and the Jonas Brothers was the reason why I tried setting up like a million and 1 bands growing up. I wanted to be a performer like Nick Jonas. I wanted to sing like him, and I learned all of the lyrics to every Jonas Brother song for that reason.

Whenever I had free time, I would look up Nick Jonas and I admired how we never smiled. I wanted to be like that. Growing up, I thought Nick Jonas was pure perfection.

Now, he's married. The inner-kid in me is sad because never in my wildest dreams can I become Mrs. Nick Jonas. That is now Priyanka Chopra's title.

This is where I am happy. I am happy that Nick found love. Although, I had always wished it would be me, I am glad it is with someone who makes him radiate.

I believe everyone deserves love, and I believe that everyone to find that person that makes them smile from ear to ear. Nick Jonas and Priyanka Chopra have found that for each other. Their love for each other is obvious from one hundred miles away, and I am so happy for them.

It is sad seeing your celebrity crush be permanently taken, but to see him so happy makes it all worth the pain. It gives me hope that some day in the future, I will smile at someone the way Nick Jonas and Priyanka smile at each other. I have a long time until I meet that person, but this marriage is another example that love can happen at any point and that it will be the best whirlwind ever.