Unzipping his pants every night in the room
He made me touch
Something wobbly, something rough
Smelled like cheese I thought
Might have peed when I walked
They’d tell you the truth if only walls could talk.
I, ugly at eleven with
Him - handsome body at forty
Now no more doors left unlocked
“Lick it like a vanilla bar; suck it like a lollipop”
Tasted like salt I thought
They’d tell you the truth if only walls could talk.
Played the game where he taped my mouth
Slow and fast, he went in and out
No wound, no scrape
But a pain I learned to take
“Wear full-length gowns; no knee showing frocks”
They’d tell you the truth if only walls could talk.
Men young and old went in and out
If I obeyed they paid twice the amount
But I, in love with father
Begged him for wedlock
“Because blessed by Allah mine still like a rock?”
They’d tell you the truth if only walls could talk.
Yearned for sex learning what’s it called
Only with father not rest of the lot
Appetite increasing cast a doubt
Sixteen-year-old had up the sprout
“Away you go; you are no more my reward”
They’d tell you the truth if only walls could talk.
Slept on the railway tracks
after his new mistress knocked
Before being picked by an underdog
Now no more walls to talk