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I haven't posted in a long time but I decided I would sit down and write what has been on my mind lately. You see I am not a depressed person but lately I haven't been myself. I usually enjoy dancing and music but for some reason I have found myself not enjoying life like I did a few months ago. Yes, things have changed and I am chasing my dreams and goals as an actor. I am struggling to pay my bills but I refuse to give up. Making the move from Arkansas to Michigan to Illinois was a huge step for me and it has been a year since I have made that step. I am a background actor for the Chicago Shows such as Chicago Med, PD and Fire. I absolutely love being on set and I realize that is when I am the happiest. The point of my story is find your happiness and sometimes it is so hard but once you find it, that is the first step. I do however miss my family in Arkansas especially my kids and sister and nieces and nephews. There are some days I want to give up and go back to Arkansas but really what would that prove? Not only would it prove that I am a failure once again but I would be miserable at a dead end job and not achieve anything. My daughter is my number one fan, she has told me I can achieve anything, I wonder where she had heard that before. HAHa! Like mother like daughter. I have realized in order to succeed you must love yourself and set goals so that is what I am doing. I am not perfect by far and I have made several mistakes but I am still a good person and a good mom. There are days I feel like I have failed at life and I get up and keep fighting every day. I can't change things from the past however I can change my present life and my future. Don't let anyone control your life and tell you what to do or how to live your life. One of the hardest things for is to forgive myself and love myself, I have realized I may not be able to forgive myself but I do love myself and will accomplish my goals. I wake up every day and tell myself I can do it and I will be successful. Keep working toward your goals. Love yourself!!

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