Well, to start off, I have been waiting so long to have you in my life, and I am so happy that you are FINALLY a part of it. I've always wanted someone to vibe with, you know? I'm a happy girl- I can be happy, content and satisfied just about anywhere and with anybody, but lately I've kind of been craving more. It would be so nice to have someone in my life that I can talk to whenever, someone to be down for anything from going out to eat to catching a movie or going on some type of spontaneous driving adventure. It would be amazing to have somebody to have at the end of the day when all is said and done and I just want to chill and talk about what went down today at school, track practice, or wherever else my after-school endeavors brought me.

I would love to have someone to be laid up with, go to parties with, cuddle with, simply just have fun with, and get to hang out with whenever I have a crazy idea or something that I just want to do in the heat of the moment, even if it's as simple as going to the gym after school, grabbing Chick-Fil-A after practice, or jamming to my favorite music with on late night car drives down the highway to practically anywhere. I want the littlest, simplest things- these are the things that make me the happiest. Saying hi in the hallways and feeling those little tingly butterflies every single time, hoping to see your face every time I turn a corner, lowkey praying you text back or Facetime me late at night when I'm half asleep but just wanna hear your voice. I'm so excited to be always thinking about you, and just wanting to change your contact in my phone to something sweet and cute filled with heart eyes and pink emojis.

I'm pretty freaking picky. When I find you, I will know you are the one because I've never really let myself fall too, too hard before, way past the line of recovery. Even if you aren't my forever, I'm not gonna complain. Although relationships are about longevity and consistency, I also believe in utilizing them for pure enjoyment and genuine experience. I mean, some things just don't last forever, whether it be on my end or yours. I'm down for things that are gonna make me happy, even if only for a short amount of time. By the time I grow old and grey, no matter whether it is with you or without, I want to have a whole bottle of experiences and I know you'll always have a piece of my heart even if something happens along the way that distances us. I believe in love, and I believe it can be difficult, crazy, strange, strong, and even sad.

I think everybody wants to be loved. I believe in equality in relationships, but I'm still down with the traditional status quo style of things. Like, I would love to be taken on a date. You know what I mean, those girly things, movies, going to the mall, going to a party together, going out to dinner- my dream date would be going to the beach during the day, staying in the ocean until after sunset, you know, when the waves get mellow and warm and you can feel the sunshine on your tan face. Afterward, I would love to go on the boardwalk, play games, ride rides, and go inside all of the cute little shops together.

I'm not sure if this is too much to ask. And if it is, it's cool. Really, as I said, I'm picky with who I love, but not with how I love. The simplest things mean the most to me. At the end of the day, well, all I want is you. So, to you, my future boyfriend, I just hope things pull through. At the end of the day, I just wanna be happy, and I would love to have someone to be happy with.