Maybe it's because I don't have too much to say, or I don't know what to say.
Maybe I don't want to be wrong.
I'm scared of being wrong. I'm scared of sounding stupid.
I stay quiet because I'm scared.
I'm scared I might say something that might scare you. I'm scared that I make a wrong comment.
Or I might tell you too much.
Because when I say too much, I might explode.
I'm scared I might explode.
If I explode, you might hate me.
If you hate me, I get sad.
I get sad and I become quiet. I don't want to explode.
Sometimes, I explode.
I explode because I stay quiet.