October 4th, 2018, was a very sad day my friends. My true love in life, the man of my dreams, the hero in my story sent out this tweet:

I was not crying. I was not upset. I WAS DEVASTATED AND BAWLING MY EYES OUT!

I have watched Chris take Cap to this amazing level since 2011. He has cultivated this amazing character with a heart that anyone can fall in love with. He is literally a real life Cap.

LOOK AT THIS MAN!

Chris has been able to build an empire with Cap. He has executed this character with grace and professionalism. Chris truly gave everything he could to Cap, and him leaving the Marvel Universe is going to be devastating. Well, it IS devastating.

Chris is such a talented actor with a big heart and a fantastic personality. He stands up for social injustices, he speaks his mind about things happening in politics (I mean, did you see him calling out Kavanaugh??). I mean, Chris is constantly going after Trump, but he does it in such a graceful manner that it's hard not to agree with him.

Chris has evolved so much with Cap that it's honestly hard to imagine him as anyone else.

I mean, we all still see Daniel Radcliffe as Harry Potter. Chris has given his time to become Cap and I believe that Cap has become a major part of him. You can't play a character for that long without becoming a part of them.

Chris always acts with such grace. He's never in the new with drug overdoses or being drunk and running around Hollywood. He mostly just hangs out with his dog, works out, and does community service. I mean, how can we possibly forget the whole Chris Evans versus Chris Pratt thing with the Super Bowl a few years back?

No one will ever do Captain America as Chris has. His acting ability is so amazing. I cannot even tell you how much time I have spent crying because of something that Cap has been through. And Bucky? Don't even get me started.

I am not ready for "Avengers 4." I know that there is going to be a lot of death and sadness. The Marvel Universe and Cap have always been a constant for me throughout my life and I am not ready to say goodbye to such a large portion of that.

I'm gonna miss you, Cap.