This is going to be ironic because my last article was about being hurt, which is honestly an ongoing battle, but after a few weeks of refreshing my mind away from the lull of social media, I am feeling more at ease now instead of on edge.
I'll tell you why.
This past weekend, I went to a place that has felt like home for the past year even though I had never physically been there. I went to a place that brings light to dark days and situations. I went to a place that introduced me to the best relationship in my life.
Elevation Church in Charlotte, North Carolina is my home away from home and I finally made a weekend trip to go visit and attend a Saturday night service.
Let me just tell you, Pastor Steven has been preaching on a series called #SavageJesus and Jesus is the bomb - even more so than I thought.
Sorry, I just had to get that out there.
But let me tell you what I learned from this sermon.
Pastor Steven was preaching in Mark 1:40 about the leper.
Lepers in that time were not allowed to go anywhere near "clean" people. If they did, they had to shout "Unclean" before even making it there.
Well, the man with leprosy was so tired of feeling unclean that he would rather risk trying to see and talk to Jesus than continue his life in isolation.
The leper made it to Jesus and asked Him to make him clean. Of course, Jesus did, because He's a loving Savior.
But this is what I took away from this sermon.
In the wise words of Pastor Steven: Jesus can't heal what you don't reveal.
This relates back to my last article; I felt hurt, sad, lonely, confused. I felt like my walls were caving in and I was being smothered by everything around me. I felt helpless.
I revealed my hurt, my sadness, my loneliness and confusion. I admitted that I had no clue what I was doing and I was tired of trying to figure it out on my own; I couldn't do it anymore.
So, I gave it to God. I had no other choice.
And then Pastor Steven put it into the perfect words: He can't heal what you don't reveal.
And when I revealed my hurt, I felt God take it all in His own hands, like a breath of fresh air.
Thank you, Elevation, for being the guiding light towards my relationship with God and Jesus Christ. It was the best coincidence I ever had by coming across you on YouTube. God put you in my life at the right time, when He knew I needed guidance, when I needed healing.
I can never say thank you enough to the clearness you have brought into my heart and mind.