After being in a relationship for nearly two and a half years that was a rollercoaster of emotions, finally getting off it, I don't know how to feel honestly. When you are in a situation like that, having to tiptoe around what you say, having really great days but the bad days are something you never imagined. You try to get out and they manage to keep you there with promises of doing better and changing. But nothing does change, and if it does, it only stays that way for a little while. This person was the first one I truly loved and felt as though I had finally found the person I would spend the rest of my life with. To watch that all go down the drain and the mask be pulled away and they revealed who they truly were broke my heart. All that time, energy, and love given to someone who didn't give it to me in return. Feeling alone in a relationship is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt in my life.