Patience In Waiting

Surviving Your Season Of Waiting

Being Still And Knowing That God Is God.


I'm currently in a season of waiting and as difficult as it is, I know I need it. It's a time of listening to God, being still, and being obedient to Him.

The blog is more of me talking to myself than anyone else; I've never really been one to be still and listen and wait, but God is currently teaching me how in this season of waiting that I'm in. It can be extremely stressful at times, but I know that there is a much greater purpose for it and that's it's not a pointless season.

I have days that are extremely hard and difficult and then I have days that are extremely easy. On the difficult days, I tend to pray and talk to God a lot more. I do talk to God on the easy days and those are the days when I say thank you a lot more. Something I'm trying to learn in this season of waiting is to say thank you every day no matter how easy or difficult the day may be.

Something I'm trying to learn is how to find joy and see the good in the most difficult days and how to be truly grateful when it seems like there is nothing to be grateful for. One thing that gets me through each day, no matter what the day has been like, is my obedience and knowing that as long as I remain obedient to God and follow His path for me, He will bless me. Knowing and doing that makes the difficult days less difficult.

I truly am grateful for the growth I have already experienced and how much closer I've gotten to God, just in the little bit of time that I've been in this season. I don't know how long this season will be or what the next season looks like, but I do know that God is going to get me through it and God is going through it with me.

"He says, "Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.""‭‭ Psalm‬ ‭46:10‬

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On June 22nd I Celebrated My 22nd

*Insert cliche Taylor Swift song "22"*


It's about time I turn 22. I've been told that after your 21st birthday, the years begin to fly past you in a blur. I don't know if I agree, but I can definitely say that I don't feel 22. Sometimes I look around at all the people who are freshmen in college, or juniors in high school, and I begin to reminisce about when I was their age. One thing getting older does do is make you a skeptical, cynical person.

I've thought a lot about my birthday as another day that I get to eat cake because let's face it, I'm not really here for anything else, except maybe a shot. I remember celebrating my birthday when I was younger was much different from what it turned into after I turned 20. Back in the day, I would celebrate my birthday with a pool party. Pizza, chips, cake, and soda. A few balloons and candles and that was it. I'd only invite my closest friends and we'd have so much fun.

I miss that kind of birthday. The kind you pick out an outfit for days prior, the kind you get so excited for and can't sleep, the kind that makes you feel special. It doesn't feel like that anymore. What it feels like now is, "welp, there goes another year." This line is also applicable to New Year's Eve, but we'll cross that bridge six months from now.

My birthday is pretty uneventful. It feels like the spark is gone, the excitement is gone. I wish I could feel happy that I'm turning 22, but I also know that it's just a reality that we all get older and things like birthdays begin to feel strange. You're faced to realize that you're supposed to have gained another year of experience and intelligence in the aspects of life, but it's almost like you feel the same.

It's safe to say that this has been a bit of an existential-crisis-themed birthday, but I'm just a little scared of getting older. I think we all reach a point where you realize you aren't invincible anymore. It's time to see what's in store for the future, what your career goals are, where you plan to move to after graduation, how to eat better, and how to feel like you've reached your full potential. It's a bittersweet moment in my life, but I'm ready to see what's next.

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Don't Avoid Old Art: Embrace and Learn From It

We often cringe at the old pieces of art we did in the past, but it can be healthy to go back and look at them again.


Improvement is something that, at the moment, is hard to think about. After all, when we are focused on a task in the present, it is hard to think much about the future. However, especially with art and artists, if you stick with something and practice over and over again, improvement is bound to come. One only just has to put in the time and effort while being open to change and growth and over time, you will see the difference in your work. As artists, this is something we treasure for it is always lovely to grow into better and better versions of ourselves. In fact, it is so satisfying to look at our art in the present and to think about how far we have come.

However, what about the art that we leave behind in the past? What about the drawings, the characters, the paintings, and other works of art that helped us get to where we are today as artists? What happens to those pieces? Often, we try to bury them in the past, hoping that they will stay there, forgotten and untouched by anyone. Old art from our younger years and completed by more inexperienced hands are looked upon with pained expressions. We often cringe when old works of ours rise up to the surface, remembering just how much we fumbled with our craft in the past in comparison to the present. We often don't want to see our own art; we don't want to admit how inexperienced we once were as creators and artists.

These feelings are completely understandable; I know that I have felt them time and time again whenever I go and flip through an old sketchbook of mine. It's kind of embarrassing at times to see how rusty your art skills were in the past. You want to bury that old art and never see it again. However, what if this wasn't the only option for our old art. What if there was another way we could view the paintings and drawings of our past. Is there anything at all to gain by looking back at our old work?

Personally, I have found many advantages to looking back and exploring my old artwork. First of all, obvious on the surface is to see how far you have come as an artist. I don't just mean a plain appreciation that you are no longer as rusty of an artist, I mean REALLY looking at your progress. Sometimes, it is nice to appreciate the good you are able to accomplish and the beauty you are able to create. Often, we are really hard on ourselves and become our absolute worst critics. Every once in a while, it is nice to subvert this constant artist strife. Look back at your old art and see how you have changed: see how you have evolved as a content creator.

However, looking at changes isn't the only benefit for exploring your old art. It is also quite nice to make note OF these changes. Mark what you enjoy about your past work and if you find some common aspect or trend, incorporate or emphasize it in your artwork. Often, we repeat little art quirks that we enjoy without understanding what it is we actually like about them. Taking a step back and looking at old art, you could learn something new about your art style as a whole. Thus, from this experience, you are able to grow as a creator and artist.

However, one of the fun things that I love to do with my old art is to redraw it completely. It really can be a testament to how much you have grown and evolved as a creator if you take a little time to redraw something from your past. Like before, you can learn something about your art and your art style while also feeling a rush of nostalgia as you recreate a piece you most likely were really proud of in the past. For me, this is just a really fun experience and allows you to really feel connected to your own artistry.

It's true that you shouldn't live in the past, but that doesn't mean that you should cringe completely at it or actively avoid it when it comes to your art. Sometimes, it is nice to go back and embrace the artist that you were so that you can appreciate that artist that you now are.

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