I hate you so much, I really do. Your goal is to take away my happiness and for a while you were winning. You took away my smile, my laugh and my big bright blue eyes. You took away my ability to yell extra loud at a cheer game and even crack a smile to all my friends in the crowd. You made my room dark and my heart shatter, have you ever felt the physical pain in your chest? You made my love cave in and my door lock.

There is something you can't take away though. You will never take away sunrises and a lilac sky. I think that is why I love the sun so much, you can never take it away, it will still shine even when I can't. You can't take away baths and fresh sheets and phone calls from my mom. You will never stop my friends from laying with me when you make the world feel heavy, you can't take their love for me away. Even in that dark room you can't take away their light, you can't take away my sun.

I spent so much time trying to work around your schedule, when in reality you needed to work around mine. You are a really bad friend and only care about yourself, you do not care about what I have to do in a day. You do not care that I need to leave my room, you drag me into things I do not want to do and I am officially done. I need to learn how to live with you rather than pushing you away, because that is not working. Stop trying to steal my sunshine on a warm spring day. Do you not realize that a flower can still bloom even after winter passes?

You may have won a battle, but I am winning the war.