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That ting, it's hunger pains of the brain,
You're craving an attachment that
will never be the same.
The betrayal that once was
will always come again
and the person on the other side
isn't who they were back then.
They are dead and gone
but watch as they drive your last nail in
then pry open the coffin
and ask for forgiveness again,
and being good-hearted,
you fall for it again,
only to have the knife plunged in
during your reunion hug again,
and be dragged back to the grave
hurt, broken, and scared
again and again and again.
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Books Lit
Poetry On Odyssey: A Walk In The Dark
The walk is long. The journey is breaking. The story is always unfolding.
19 March 2019
114
It's been a while, Odyssey. It has been... a while.
I had to step away for a bit. I didn't think it would be for this long, but… I guess I needed it. My spark was out. Still flickering some, I guess. I have been tending to the darkness that exists inside my head and trying my best to take care of myself. My depression seems to be more present over the winter months, and at this time, I find myself being very frustrated as things that I thought were over are starting to show up again in my life. Conversations are going in circles.
It feels like my healing is going backward… or maybe just my thoughts are.
There is no need for alarm. There is no need to worry. I am getting the help that I need (a saying that I have both heard and said many times before, and am honestly starting to hate). One of the ways I find escape and healing is through creativity and art. More poetry is being thought of and written. I may share it here on the Odyssey, and I might not. But for now… I'll share this piece that I wrote Sophmore year of college. It still speaks very true…
A Walk In The Dark
A walk in the dark.
A journey into night.
A sense of being lost.
Happiness far from sight.
Stare at the ceiling.
Lie awake in bed.
Think of all gone wrong.
Feeling nothing, but dread.
Break another window.
Take another drink.
Stand out in the rain.
No one cares what you think.
Fight the good fight.
Try and you will succeed.
But now, you've been bruised.
There is something you no longer believe.
Talking makes it better.
They say losses are not in vain.
You put on a happy mask.
Only you can feel the pain.
Pick up the broken pieces.
Wipe away the tears.
It feels like there is no end.
This strife has gone on for years.
This is not just grief.
It is no day at the park.
It's another journey into hell.
It's just a walk in the dark.
* * *
If you or someone you know is experiencing suicidal thoughts, call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline — 1-800-273-8255
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Politics
Time: An Odd Social Construct by Humans
Time is a mysterious and complex concept to understand, but my thought process says otherwise. Time is a flawed concept, and I'm here to tell you why.
16 January 2019
212
A physicists
definition of time: "the progression of events from the past to the present and into the future
. We all know the word; we use it daily for everything we do;, however
, are we using it right? It's just something us humans composed to explain another oddity in the universe. There are days I wonder if time is an actual thing in the universe.
Who invented it? Why did they invent it? Isn't it relative? What if it was all fake and we're telling the wrong time? These are questions I ask myself sometimes. You might be confused about where I'm going with this, so let me explain my speculations on time.
I was reading an article about the concept of time and was intrigued by its dictionary definition stated above. I understand the past was before it already happened
, however
, what about now? If it's a progression from the past to the present and into the future, aren't we always in the future? For example, you are reading this article right now, but every word you scan was going to happen
; you knew the future before the present. This isn't on purpose, I promise!
I know that was short, so let me explain another. There are many ways to measure weight: years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds, milliseconds, nanoseconds, etc.; but
what if I told you this was all a lie? Every second you have been counting was fake; from the moment you wake up to the moment you sleep was different. You ate dinner at the wrong time, maybe it's not 4 p.m. at all. You never knew that could happen, did you? Time juxtaposes itself so much that even us humans couldn't figure the loose ends it holds.
There is this other fact about our brain and time you may know but not a whole lot. In our brain we have this gadget called the circadian rhythms
, it is used as a clock in our body
. That's why you sleep when it gets dark and wake up when the sun rises. Let me ask you one question: Has there a day
or many days when your day seems to have gone by fast? I'm sure you answered "yes" because I sure have had my days gone by quickly here and there. This happens because when an exciting event occurs to our body clock increases and vice versa
. My question is, however, that if our circadian rhythms increase speed, shouldn't the time in reality also increase speed? Why is that our day can go by so fast, but, still, the time on the clock is the same? My speculation is that the time we're used to in the real world is wrong, and we should be following the time based on our body. When we get tired, that's when we go to sleep, and when our body says to wake up, that's when we should wake up.
Scientists say there was a beginning of time, and that was the era of the Big Bang Theory
. However, isn't the BBT just a theory? As far as I know, a theory is a superstition or system of ideas. If time started during the BBT according to scientists, then time never started at all. We never proved the BBT ever happened, so how can we prove that time began at that moment?
To me, I don't think time ever existed until the dawn of humans or when the earth was formed; that's also your opinion to make on that case. That means that time never started or ended at any given point in history until the formation of humans on planet earth.
All in all, do I think time is a cool concept? Yes, I do. Is time complex? Oh my, probably the most complex thing I've seen so far! Do I think time is real? Not really, I think time is an illusion. Then again, this is all just my simple opinion that can go on for hours, if I had the "time" anyway.
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Dating
What Should You Get Your Significant Other?
Some gift suggestions for one to give to their significant other.
05 December 2018
223
freestocks.org
It is December and the time of many holiday celebrations. Many holidays in particular, such as Christmas, traditionally expect people to exchange gifts to demonstrate that they care. Though most people know that gifts are not the main purpose of the holidays, we still enjoy the feeling of receiving a gift, and, most importantly, giving a gift. So, if you are in a relationship or about to form one, you are probably wondering what you should get your significant other. Well, here are some ideas.
1. Framed Picture
GiphyIf you are contemplating over the first holiday gift you will give to your significant other, then a picture is something that is simple and symbolic all in one. Most people do not have physical pictures the way they used to, so getting a picture that symbolizes your relationship bond and having it framed, shows your significant how much you care for them and the relationship as a whole.
2. Ugly Sweater
GiphyPeople have turned holiday sweaters into a fad, so getting a piece of clothing that is both silly and light-hearted may be just what your significant other needs. It is an instant storyteller, and she/he will always think of you when they wear it.
3. Special Ornament
GiphyEveryone wants to decorate their tree with festive and creative arrangements, and getting an ornament that is special and meaningful for your significant other may provide them with solace. Ornaments come in all shapes and sizes, so there are a variety of options to find one suited for your significant other.
4. Chocolate & Candy
GiphyDuring the holidays, many people develop a sweet tooth, so gifting your significant other with their favorite treats or holiday-themed edible arrangements may be all they ever wanted. And if you are involved with someone who is also very giving, she/he may share them with you.
5. Housewarming Gift
GiphyWhen many people have housewarmings, there is always at least one thing that never made the cut. And if you know your significant other the way you should, you will know exactly what they may still want for their home. And if you share a home together, I am sure there was a constant message of "we really should get..."
6. Concert or Game
GiphyIf your significant other is really into music or sports, then getting them tickets to see their particular interest in action may be the best gift you can give them. Many people follow music and sports on tv or on their mobile devices, but nothing compares to being physically right there among others who share the same adoration as they do.
7. Jewelry
GiphyIt would be unfair not to mention jewelry. Do not be surprised if your significant other starts playing "Santa Baby" to inspire your gift. Jewelry will forever be a thing that many people do not mind receiving, and it is something they can wear all the time. The piece of jewelry you decide on depends on the nature of your relationship. Maybe you will get her earrings, because she loves wearing earrings. Maybe you will get him a chain, because it reminds him of something. Or, maybe you will get a ring, because it is time to pop the question.
8. Holiday Card
GiphyNothing compares to a nice holiday card. There is a reason Hallmark does so well in the card department. People enjoy reading cards. Giving your significant other a meaningful card with a personalize message in it, can mean the world to them, especially if she/he prefers inexpensive and expressive gifts. Sometimes a card is all your significant really wants, because it reflects you. In other words, your significant other may be letting you know that "All I Want For Christmas Is You."
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Take a drink
Every time you see or hear her name.
Take a drink
Every time she messages you.
Take a drink
Every time you want to message her.
Take a drink
Every time she tries to act like a friend.
Take a drink
Every time you ask her not to.
Take a drink
Every time you cry over her.
Take a drink
Every time she doesn't cry over you.
Take a drink
Every time you think of her.
Take a drink
Every time she doesn't think of you.
Take a drink
Every time you think.
When she kisses another boy,
Drink.
When she acts like she didn't do anything,
Drink.
When she selfishly tries to stay in your life,
Drink.
When she makes you uncomfortable,
Drink.
When she talks about her dates,
Drink.
When she won't let you heal,
Drink.
When she ignores your pleas,
Drink.
When she says she's done nothing wrong,
Drink.
When she tries to justify cheating,
Drink.
When she lives her life without you,
Drink.
Every time you take a drink,
Take another drink.
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