Better late than never.
As the last age I'll be acknowledging approaches – the big TWO NINE – I’ve begun to reflect on my twenty-eight years. I remembered all the beautiful, yet challenging lessons I have learned.
Although finding inner peace, healing, and admitting to your mother that she was right all along is a journey on your own terms, I hope that somewhere along the way, you will realize that this is the journey you've been waiting for.
Create your own schedule of life and don't worry about following someone else's. Let your life be one you won’t regret. You deserve it!
There are, however, a few tips I can offer which may be useful to you:
1. Cherish your challenges. This is one of the biggest lessons I’ve learned. When my life looked far from happy, I thought that it wasn’t fair that I had to experience so many difficulties. I wished that I would wake up one day and problems would just disappear. But the more I hoped for having a magic wand, the tenser my challenges have felt. Now I understand that sometimes the shortest way is to walk through the fire and stay open. Don’t close your eyes. Look around and see what the challenges are meant to teach you.
2. Life happens for you, not to you. Everything in life happens for our higher good. Especially when we don’t see it. Sometimes the life needs to get us from point A to point B by redirecting our path, and it always feels hard. But at the end of the day, you find out that it’s all happening FOR you not TO you.
3. Read other people. I’ve expected certain people to support me because they “should,” but it was like waiting for a pink unicorn. It never comes. The sooner you understand this, the better as you save yourself some disappointments. We’re all different, and some people aren’t able to be happy for others. Recognizing this can make you more aware and ready to deal with them.
4. Let go of people who aren’t happy for you. This is something that I’ve learned just recently, during last few years. When people aren’t happy about their lives, they tend to be envious of others. If this happens to you with your friends, let them go. Save your time and energy for people who aren’t intimidated by you living your dreams.
5. Learn to say what you want and mean. We can always speak up and say what we really want. This is especially important in relationships, in work, partnership, family, and with friends. Saying what we mean prevents ambiguity and confusion. Whenever people don’t know, they tend to create assumptions and their own explanations. Therefore, the only way to make others know what you want is to tell them.
6. Don’t compromise. I know that this can be a tricky topic for many people, but I don’t believe in compromises. They leave both parties feeling miserable. Perhaps not at first but after some time it pushes others away, and it makes you feel demotivated and numb. Just think about it; when you always compromise what you want it leaves you drained and a bit empty. You lose a bit of yourself. The compromise doesn’t make you happy so you cannot be nice and happy to the other party that has wanted you to compromise.
7. Become a friend to your mind. Until summer of 2021, I didn’t understand my mind and was swept by negative thoughts and patterns. I saw no way out of that space until I slowly began learning about my mind and why I was having certain negative self-sabotaging thoughts. It’s extremely difficult to create the life you want if you hear constant setbacks in your mind so this is one of the most important places to start
8. Be brutally honest about your feelings. Our feelings are messengers about what is going on deep within. If we shoot the messenger, we never learn the lesson. Feelings are so powerful that they inform us whether we’re on the right path, what we want when we should say no, or what we need to face to let go of any negative pattern. People are afraid to feel. They do anything possible to avoid getting in touch with their feelings, but this leads to a life without inner peace. Mental health is important, don’t ever be embarrassed or feel like a failure for seeking help. JUST DO IT.
9. Protect your energy. Our environment and people are interconnected with us all the time. The more sensitive ones among us can get quickly swept away by its intensity. Energies, thoughts, and intentions of others are influencing us. Although we cannot touch it or see it, we can feel it. Learning how to protect yourself energetically can be a life changer. Many times, our thoughts and moods don’t belong to us, we’ve just picked them up from others.
10. Learning the fact that I’m actually an empath. Some people are born empaths, I’m one of them. Being an empath means that you can feel other’s feelings and thoughts within yourself as if they’d be your own. You think it’s you thinking and feeling something, but it can be the person next to you. This leads to mood swings and tons of confusion. When I spent two years basically on my own, I was a different person, and I’ve realized what it feels like to be me which has helped me to distinguish when I’m picking up someone else’s energy and when to turn it on and off.
11. Be disciplined no matter how stubborn you are. I don’t like discipline by nature; I had to learn to like it. I’ve learned that when I’m disciplined, I feel better, I accomplish more, and I have more positive thoughts. The more disciplined I get, the easier it is to finish things with less effort. Discipline builds the momentum.
12. Finding your way is okay. I’ve never had a mentor or a teacher in a traditional sense. Mostly I was my own teacher at times. I used to think that something was wrong with me until I understood that I don’t need it. I have everything within, and most importantly I can create my own way. Even if I’d be the only person on the whole planet doing something a certain way, it’s okay. We don’t have to follow others because others are quite likely not perfect. Be brave to create your own way – the way that works for you.
13. Listening to the intuition. Intuition is always correct. We all know it yet we still test it at times to see what happens if we act against our intuition. I’ve learned that the rational mind is great for computing what the diagonal distance of our galaxy is, but when it comes to the real life decisions, forget the rational mind. It works with patterns and with saved information. Whereas the intuition is the direct communicating tool with our soul, who knows where and why we’re going.
14. Don’t make your decisions based on others. This was a big game changer for me. Like many other women, I also used to listen to the “good” opinions of others. I thought that it’s the part of being the good obedient girl. No one else knows better what is the best for you than you. Others are most likely lost themselves. I’ve wasted years by making decisions based on the fear of losing their approval instead of giving it to myself. This is what we should teach our children – it’s okay to follow your heart, that’s why it sends you these beautiful dreams. Don’t let others interfere.
15. Be your own best friend, don’t look for the validation outside. I know that we’re social beings and having friends is important. Yet it should never replace the relationship you have with yourself. Choose your friends wisely because they’ll influence you. If you feel like they’re dragging you down, then they probably are. Always be there for yourself and be ready to stand out and be “the black sheep” if you need to. Don’t let anyone hold you back.
16. Learn how to love yourself. I don’t say just “love yourself” because that is said easier than done. It’s about learning. Loving yourself is a process and sometimes a life-long process. Yet I believe that we should all try to find more love for ourselves. Everyone can become more self-loving in distinct ways. Find the ways that work for you and then keep showing up for yourself moment by moment.
17. Be there for yourself. Always. Life happens, and sometimes it’s testing us at all levels. People we love leave, people we trust disappoint us, our dreams don’t work out, we get sick and tired. But at all these times, you’re the only person who is there with you. Don’t abandon yourself when life gets complicated; it’s time you need yourself the most.
18. Strengthen your connection with your soul on a daily basis. I used to look for something that would make me feel fulfilled. I’d searched for it in the books, other people, in hobbies, traveling, in all the wrong places. Feeling fulfilled and happy cannot be found outside ourselves. Yet we all spend years searching for it right there. The primary relationship is the one we have with our soul and with the higher power we believe (whatever it is, labels don’t matter, neither of them is precise anyway). Find yourself, find that secret and special place where you connect with your soul. Let it guide you and let it act through you.
19. Embody your soul. This a mantra I live by these days – or at least do my best. If I were to sum up our life purpose in just a couple of words, then it’d be “embody your soul.” Embodying your soul means expressing the very essence of you. The never changing essence of your deepest part. I know that this may sound like something we cannot reach easily but trust me that anyone of us can do it. That’s why we’re here.
20. Create the life you want. Your life is yours. You’re responsible for yourself and living and expressing your most beautiful dreams. No one can find happiness by living dreams of someone else. I know that we’ve created a society which loves systems and structures – especially those systems that don’t work for anyone. Yet I invite you to use your precious life for doing something that matters to you. Even if no one else agrees and supports you, do what makes you feel alive.
21. Have your routines. Find something that helps you to get reconnected to yourself and bring balance into your life. This builds a strong core that is like an anchor in the midst of the storm. You can change the routine whenever you want. Although I have routines, every day it looks a bit different. Diversity works for me the best.
22. Don’t try to save or change others. We want our dearest people to be happy, but it’s their choice. We cannot force them doing something that they aren’t ready and open for. Everyone has own growing and learning curve. The pace is between them and their soul. We cannot push others to do something if they don’t want. By doing so, we only deplete ourselves and harm the relationship with them.
23. Spend time alone and get to know yourself. Not everyone can travel alone or live abroad alone but we can all find moments for ourselves and our thoughts. Without knowing who you are, you’ll keep being swept away by others. When you know who you are you also know what your dreams are and you feel more guided.
24. Real love doesn’t hurt. This may also be controversial because many of us have experienced the painful love. Yet the only thing that can hurt us is our love illusions bursting. The love that is supporting and not demanding cannot hurt. I like the saying by the Alexander the Great; “True love never has a happy ending, because there is no ending to true love.”
25. A partnership should feel easy, not like a struggle. Many of my relationships have been a struggle, so I thought that it’s like that in every relationship. Feeling at ease in a relationship requires two things. One is that you get to know yourself and learn to help yourself (not expecting your partner to save you). Two, you find the right partner which again goes back to knowing yourself. You have to be very clear on who you want and what your standards are.
26. Relationships are assignments. All of our relationships are assignments, especially the romantic ones. They teach us which parts of ourselves we need to integrate and what lessons we need to learn. Your partner is a mirror to you, and they reflect your true self to you. The part of you that you wish to hide, but they don’t let you, so you have to face it and deal with it.
27. Deal with your baggage in partnerships. I said this earlier, but I want to stress it out again because it’s so vital. Don’t expect your partner to save you and heal you. If that happens, great, but it’s your own responsibility. The moment you build these expectations you’re slowly killing your relationship (and yourself). Don’t expect them to support you in your drama and instead heal it yourself.
28. Don’t try control the outcome. Sometimes we want to keep ourselves safe by trying to control the outcomes, but then we don’t allow the good things to come our way. The controlling energy is the energy of restriction. It’s like being in a perpetual spasm. It costs too much energy, and we put ourselves in a cage. It’s better to learn to receive. Just breathe and take it easy, the life gets much better.