It's okay
The first
yes, you ripped my heart in halves
you told me you loved me,
that you wanted me,
yet treated me like a second choice
multiple times.
I kept going back,
in hopes you'd change
and because you had all these pieces of me
that I could never get back
or give away again.
but you never changed,
you kept tearing my heart in
halves and halves and halves.
until it was just a bunch of pieces in my chest.
that hurt, to be quite truthful,
it hurt incredibly bad.
but I healed.
I learned not to be second choice.
that I am worth more than a
toxic, soul-sucking monster
of a relationship.
I healed.
The second
wow, what can I say?
so unexpected, you and I.
an infatuation with each other.
a seemingly endless puppy love.
but it ended as it started, unexpected
I'd like to thank you, truly.
for allowing me to realize
I don't need to settle.
I am worth more than a relationship without substance,
based purely on physical attraction.
you didn't even get to know me.
So, yes
I have realized I am worth more than the hurt.
Thank you,
and I really am okay.
