When we first met, I was constantly reminded of those loves I lost.
Those people that recklessly and tore apart the pure and open heart that I once had.
Never recognizing how much my love had cost,
When times have went bad,
Between you and I,
Where most our words has spiraled on
From loving to disastrous.
Our eyes, no longer having that desire from one pool to the next.
Our blue orbs of light dismissed like fairies that come from the dark,
Casting onto nothing, because our love had not been developed.
We were once laughing like children,
Once comforting each other with both of our hands
Touching what no stranger can ever touch or even see.
Because you were my melody.
The melody that you once have put into me had gotten stale.
Those blossomed cheeks and dark brown eyes had became ever so pale.
The smiles that only happened when I was there,
Became absent because I was there.
Made me realize I can't fall in love,
That my old vow has to be kept,
That no one, absolutely no one, can ever hold my heart steady, as I wept
Those words that would reassure me that I will always be forever yours.
Were kept in your chest, and not spoken.
Makes me wonder if anything you had said was ever true, or if it was meant to open me.
I walk next to you, day by day, but those looks you used to give me were nonexistent.
I felt like a huge beast, next to someone whom I treasure.
Who will change, or maybe is already changing, because of me.
You could have just stayed, I think to myself.
You could have just held my hand tighter, You could have just hugged me more, You could have just said those three words.
"I love you," both haunted and ever so endearing
Able to be used against me so quickly
My love for you will never disappear
But maybe yours will.