Life is never going to be easy. You will have your ups and downs. Good days and bad. Happiness and sadness. One day you will think you have it all figured out but the next day everything you work so hard to build will come crumbling down. Fear. Anger. Anxiety. Your thoughts will consume your life. Making you forget important dates. Lose loved ones. Forget where you are going. To scared to go outside. Or even to lost to live.
You may think everyone is out to get you. Yeah your 'closest' friend is making you feel worse about everything, telling you what you have been working towards is stupid and lying to you everyday to make you feel worse. And yeah maybe a lot of your friends and family don't support you or even give a damn when something good happens. But believe me there will be a few people who will be there when you need them the most. Just remember it is quality over quantity. That is something that may take ages to learn but it will change your whole life.
We all need someone. It can be a significant other, a friend, a sister, brother, cousin, parent, whoever it is you will need them. You may think you are strong enough to get through the day without telling someone how you feel but trust me holding back your feelings is just going to bring you into a vortex of never ending thoughts. Dark thoughts. You'll become so emotional on the inside that you will just burst into flames at someone you love. Ruining friendships and hurting lives.
Find that someone. Vent to them. Let them vent to you. Help each other. Smile. Love. Laugh. We all need someone and we cant be alone in this cruel world anymore.
