I wanted to hurt in my head,

Place your body in a separate bed.

Leave your head somewhere else.

People would need to find it now.

I've hated you so much.

My heart wants to keep you away.

Hope you're happy with someone new.

Not really sure where you're at now.

Looking up at the sky.

The stars are beautiful, unlike your mind.

I used to think you're my favorite kind of human.

I'm glad you no longer are.

I still think of you sometimes.

Don't know why.

I guess you used to be my favorite what-if

You're just another face I can forget about now.

You've built my esteem so high

I can help it soar through the clouds

Used to thank you but,

It's really my drive and motivation to do so

Popped up in my feed, wondering how I am.

Didn't respond, just left her on read.

Ran outside to breathe in the crisp autumn air,

Without a second to spare, your face was there.

Not inside my mind, but on a missing person's page.

As my heart sank,

I dropped an envelope I was about to send to you.

I couldn't believe my eyes.

Was it real, or was it my imagination?

I saw you one hour ago.

You were practicing your dance moves in your backyard.

I watched you without saying anything.

You spun around so gracefully,

I didn't dare to disturb your peace.

It seems someone already had.

I hope you're ok.

I hope you're somewhere alive, breathing,

Because I need you to be.

I wanted you to see how happier I was without you.

I wanted to see your face without actually catching feelings.

I wanted to feel the love we once had.