The power you possess to have created such a change in my life is truly extraordinary. Unbeknownst to you, but completely transparent through my eyes. 500 miles apart, and you still seem to worm your way through the cracks of my mind, searching for the tiniest spot to stay.
Though not intentional on your part, finding the little ways to keep you in my mind provides a sense of happiness in the stressful, nearly independent world we have come to find ourselves living in.
For instance, a simple instrumental piece of music has awakened the unconscious side to my love for you. Unknown thoughts, a maturing version of the feelings you provoke inside of me.
We share a similar soul, one that promotes gentleness and passion. I put a mask over mine that exhibits power, a desire for dominance and intimidation. My sweetness is hidden, while yours flourishes with each word spoken from your lips. You bring my true form to the front. Not everyone has the power to do that. You’re one of the lucky ones.
The day we reunite will be the day our souls collide again because through each conversation we have, I see our worlds become one, our similarities mesh, with reality pausing for a mere moment. It’s just us, a girl hopelessly in love with a young man whom she longs to share her life with. Someday, the universe will guide our souls to where they need to be, hopefully with each other.
Reality forces me to steer away from what can never be, while my optimism looks to the future with smiles and prayer. For indeed...
This may be the beginning of it all.