No, I Won't Reach Out To You When I Am Having A Breakdown

No, I Won't Reach Out To You When I Am Having A Breakdown

It's just not something I'm comfortable with.
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When I am having a major depressive episode, anxious meltdown, or drowning in my mental illness, don't expect me to come to you. When I have a breakdown, I feel as if the entire world is resting on my shoulders, but my shoulders are weak and could give out any minute. I feel as if I am paralyzed; I cannot stand up. I cannot stop crying. I am frozen. I won't ever reach out to you when I'm feeling like this. It's not personal. it's not a cry for help. I just can't function like that. Let me help you understand.

It doesn't matter how long we've been friends. It doesn't matter how many times you've come to me with your problems. It definitely doesn't matter if we're in the same proximity. When I am breaking down, I will not reach out to you for help because I don't think I need help. My first instinct is to doubt myself - I automatically think that my trigger was self-inflicted, or I was being too sensitive. My second instinct is to hide my feelings. I shouldn't bother anyone else with my problems. People have problems of their own, and I'm freaking out over nothing. My third instinct is to push it down, far away and act like it never happened. I should be stronger than this.

When I don't come to you, don't take it as an insult. Don't think that I'm avoiding you, or that I've been speaking to someone else over you. Don't be upset with me because I wasn't able to express myself. I've never been very good at expressing my feelings. It's hard to explain why I was fine a second ago, and now I can't stop shaking. It's even more difficult to let myself be so vulnerable. When my mental illness strikes, I'm as raw as it can be. There are no shields, gates or guards up; I am completely naked and surrounded by darkness. It's terrifying.

I've tried coping mechanisms, but personally, I've found that riding it out is the best way for me to handle a breakdown. When I open up to others while breaking down, I feel it is often harder to calm down because I feel like I have to prove or explain myself. I don't always know the reasons for why I become upset. I rarely have the answers.

When I'm breaking down, don't expect me to reach out to you. Don't expect me to come to you when I'm letting my anxiety and depression get the best of me for an unexpected amount of time. Don't ask me to talk to you while I'm crying, don't ask me why I'm shaking, and don't ask others what is 'wrong' with me.

I know that people aren't so great at handling grief, depression, or mental illness in general. It can be hard to reach someone, especially when they have a mindset like mine. It can be even harder to know what to say and what not to say. A trigger could disguise itself as a compliment; you never know what weapons you're expelling when you speak. It's a difficult situation. I choose not to back others into the corner that is mental breakdowns because I don't want anything to become worse. When I'm at my lowest and most vulnerable, I can't chance anything going wrong. I don't have it in me to handle mistakes when I'm down like that. When I'm down, I'm not feeling very strong at all.

What I will do is come to you after a breakdown. I'll text you, call you, or return to our hang out after I've cried my eyes out and calmed myself down. I might tell you about it if I'm feeling a bit stronger, or I may wait until I've got my feet planted firmly. I'll talk to you about why it happened, and maybe we can discuss ways to maybe soften the blow the next time.

I will reach out to you when I feel I am strong enough to. Please understand that you have done nothing wrong. I will reach for your hand when I feel safe inside myself enough to do so. Let me return to my strength before we can be strong together.

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Global Critical Care Products Market 2017-Manufacturers Analysis, Industry Analysis by Regions and Segment 2022

Global Critical Care Products Market 2017-Manufacturers Analysis, Industry Analysis by Regions and Segment 2022
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Global Critical Care Products Market 2017 - 2022 introduced by Invant Research describe whole market Size, Share, Demand, Analysis, Industry Trends, Application, Regions with production, revenue, consumption, import and export of report, manufacturers in global market with production, price, revenue and market share for each manufacturer.

This report studies Critical Care Products in Global market, especially in North America, China, Europe, Southeast Asia, Japan and India, with production, revenue, consumption, import and export in these regions, from 2012 to 2016, and forecast to 2022.

For Global Industry Overview Visit @https://www.invantresearch.com/global-critical-care-products-market-professional-survey-report-2017-12352

This report focuses on top manufacturers in global market, with production, price, revenue and market share for each manufacturer, covering

Novartis

GE Healthcare

Abbott

Plunkett's Health Care

Sproxil

Safaricom

Dexcom

Piramal

Mylan

Convatec

Walgreens

Teladoc

Seechange Health

Abbott Laboratories


On the basis of product, this report displays the production, revenue, price, market share and growth rate of each type, primarily split into

Anaesthesia Airway

Drainage Systems

Infusion Systems

Patient Monitoring

Pressure Monitoring

Ventilators

Others


By Application, the market can be split into

Hospitals

Ambulatory Surgical Centres

Clinics

Rehabilitation Centres


By Regions, this report covers (we can add the regions/countries as you want)

North America

China

Europe

Southeast Asia

Japan

India

If you have any special requirements, please let us know and we will offer you the report as you want.

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Table of Contents

Global Critical Care Products Market Professional Survey Report 2017

1 Industry Overview of Critical Care Products

    1.1 Definition and Specifications of Critical Care Products

        1.1.1 Definition of Critical Care Products

        1.1.2 Specifications of Critical Care Products

    1.2 Classification of Critical Care Products

        1.2.1 Anaesthesia Airway

        1.2.2 Drainage Systems

        1.2.3 Infusion Systems

        1.2.4 Patient Monitoring

        1.2.5 Pressure Monitoring

        1.2.6 Ventilators

        1.2.7 Others

    1.3 Applications of Critical Care Products

        1.3.1 Hospitals

        1.3.2 Ambulatory Surgical Centres

        1.3.3 Clinics

        1.3.4 Rehabilitation Centres

    1.4 Market Segment by Regions

        1.4.1 North America

        1.4.2 China

        1.4.3 Europe

        1.4.4 Southeast Asia

        1.4.5 Japan

        1.4.6 India


2 Manufacturing Cost Structure Analysis of Critical Care Products

    2.1 Raw Material and Suppliers

    2.2 Manufacturing Cost Structure Analysis of Critical Care Products

    2.3 Manufacturing Process Analysis of Critical Care Products

    2.4 Industry Chain Structure of Critical Care Products


3 Technical Data and Manufacturing Plants Analysis of Critical Care Products

    3.1 Capacity and Commercial Production Date of Global Critical Care Products Major Manufacturers in 2016

    3.2 Manufacturing Plants Distribution of Global Critical Care Products Major Manufacturers in 2016

    3.3 R&D Status and Technology Source of Global Critical Care Products Major Manufacturers in 2016

    3.4 Raw Materials Sources Analysis of Global Critical Care Products Major Manufacturers in 2016

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10 Benefits of Using CBD Oil for Pets

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Cannabis herb has grabbed the attention of vets and researchers for offering a lot as far as the health and well-being of the animals is concerned. Just as the CBD has proved to be beneficial for the humans, many studies have proved that it can benefit the animals too with its health-enhancing and life-saving benefits. Let’s take you through ten benefits of this herb for animals which is usually misunderstood so far to clear the air.  

1. Increases Appetite and Resolves Nausea If an animal is having trouble eating or is suffering from nausea and vomits then CBD might be the solution for it as it increases the appetite and treats nausea caused by toxins.  

2. Reduces Anxiety If an animal is suffering from separation anxiety, then it might benefit from the anxiety-relieving property of the CBD oil. Since the herb has also proved beneficial in reducing anxiety related issues in humans including panic disorders and PTSD and hence can also be used for animals.  

3. Fights Cancer CBD and other chemicals found in cannabis have an antitumor effect which prevents the growth of cancerous cells and increases the tumor cell death. Therefore, it can be used in combination with the conventional treatment to enhance its effects and inhibit the growth of cancer cells.  

4. Treats Seizures  Animals with seizures are mostly treated with drugs that while helping to control seizures cause potential damage to other organs like the liver. While CBD helps to treat seizures without such side effects.  

5. Relieves Pain CBD oil is also beneficial in relieving the pain effectively as it has anti-inflammatory properties, so it has proved to reduce pain by decreasing the inflammation.  

6. Not Psychoactive CBD (cannabidiol) and THC (tetrahydrocannabinol) are compounds found in cannabis and hemp, and THC is responsible for the psychoactive properties of marijuana. However, CBD oil is mostly without the THC which means the animal wouldn’t get high.  

7. Helps with Neurodegenerative Diseases CBD shows a lot of potential for animals with degenerative nerve issues. Studies have shown it to be beneficial in preventing cell death in the brain which is caused by toxins and free radicals in animals.  

8. Helps With Inflammatory Bowel Disease CBD has antibiotic properties which according to research have proved to be helpful in preventing colitis and treating the inflammatory bowel disease.  

9. Reduces Chronic Inflammation CBD has proven to be helpful in reducing the release and production of the inflammatory cytokines which may cause in allergies and hypersensitivities in animals. It can decrease chronic inflammation while acting as a powerful antioxidant.

10. Promotes Cardiovascular Health CBD is also linked to heart health as studies have shown that it helps with balancing heart rate by reducing the damage from damaged blood vessels and reducing blood pressure.

  These are some of the amazing health benefits that CBD oil can offer the animals. But it would be imperative to involve a vet before going ahead with treating the animals with the CBD.

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