On Oct. 5 and from an usual twist of events, I had the opportunity to see Harry Styles at the Tower Theater in Philadelphia. When I mean unusual twist of events, I'm not kidding. One of my friends offered me a ticket because I quote tweeted a video of him performing and said "I will see you on your next tour I SWEAR TO IT." Turns out I'd be seeing him in two weeks and completely falling in love all over again.

My initial reaction couldn't be formulated any more articulately than HE COMPLETELY BLEW ME OUT OF THE WATER . Saying I wasn't mentally prepared was an understatement. I was screaming my head off when the first few chords began, and after that it was a solid hour of my emotional ass going "AHHHHHH I LOVE YOU" until I came home and sat in what I can only describe as "This angel has touched my soul in so many ways and I will never be the same again ever"

With that, here's a list of everything racing through my head at once while I got to see this beautiful soul do what he loves.

1. The pants

If anyone else tried to wear them, I wouldn't be as into it. But I'm kinda into it.

2. He's sweet to the audience

The amount of times that he told us that we all looked wonderful that night sent me over the moon.

3. He can rock ANY hairstyle.

I was fangirling over the big girls when I was 12 years old and here I am, almost 20 and screaming about how his hair is currently doing that little -flippy- thing.

4. He is SO PRECIOUS.

Okay now we are diverging into fangirl mode. I've never seen another human being that is so precious and pure I want to protect him with every fiber of my being.

5. His smile

This is self explanatory.

6. THIS THING

AHHHH.

7. His voice sounds like the angels from above are about to come down and take us all for the rapture

If he's leading the pack the I'M READY.

8. The various silly faces

I want to make another article just of faces that I found both amusing and precious.

9. His cover of "The Chain"

If you haven't heard it, take a listen here and repeat it until you have planned your entire wedding. (Shrek themed of course)

10. His self titled album

I wish I could say that I have a favorite song but all of them are so beautiful and I will be listening to it on repeat until the next one comes out.

Harry, I WISH I could see you on your world tour but I'm so glad I got to see you when I did and yeah I LOVE YOU.