People come into your life and either turn out to be a blessing or a lesson. Once upon a time, you were a blessing. You were the best friend that I had ever had. You taught me what it was like to be loud and classy. You taught me what it was like to stay at a friend’s house, and because of you, I fell in love with animals and Taylor Swift.

I developed my personality because of you.. but I also developed into someone that my family didn’t like. I snapped at my parent’s and thought they could do better. For sure, I wasn’t getting what I deserved and I knew that the Earth owed me so much more. Eventually, I argued with my mother every day and one afternoon it took my dad to point out that I became the person that I never wanted to be. I became you.

Our friendship tarnished and you started to ignore me in my time of need. We were both going through so much and no matter how much I tried, I got pushed away. I eventually stopped being beside you 24/7 with hopes that it would do us better. And yet.. it didn’t. I reached out to you numerous times... And I was ignored. You bit back on me on social media, and I stood up for myself. Of course, you stayed the same, and true to your colors, kept attacking my name. Once again, I stood up for myself and my family and was pushed down.

I guess one day I will be thankful for knowing you. I will be thankful for all that you taught me and all that I have learned. But, today isn’t that day. Today is the day where I sit here and wonder what lesson you are going to teach me. No matter what the lesson I know that it is going to be a lesson that I take with me for my whole life.

All of this heartache will leave me with some gains in life and a new appreciation for the people that I have. I now have the best friends that a girl could have. They support me, they listen to me, and love me, and most of all, they confide in me

No matter how much you have done me wrong, I still wish you the best of luck in life.