To say that this year has already been a struggle would be the truth. Yes, I know its only March but unfortunately, not to many good things have happened to me. You see I am a dreamer and I thought I had everything figured out. Finally, at 22, I knew what I wanted to do and how I was going to accomplish it. Then everything changed. I thought that I was going back to the one place that I was accepted and felt at home. Florida was finally calling my name again and then I lost it. So now I am here in PA until Fall 2018.
I guess I would say I was lying if I didn't cry every day but I do. I thought my dreams were coming true earlier than I thought and they slipped through my fingers. That's the trouble with be a dreamer you run the risk of losing it all and then getting back. You also may see others get the same dream as you. It hurts and you feel left behind.
Yes, this is a short article but it's something I have needed to get off my chest. There are a lot of reasons I skipped a week of writing and this was one. But I hope that if you have a dream you hold it close and don't let go of it. I am slowly getting mine back and I hope one day that I will achieve it!