I was born in a place with identical houses
Lining the streets like soldiers in uniform
The lampposts their weapons, the shutters their UCP
I never could stand to wear my helmet.
I grew up on the notion that I broke the mold
I am unique, and different, but not far from a defect
That’s thrown from the assembly line into a bin
Marked “unfit for distribution” clearly in red.
You aren’t alone, there are other misfits
Who sing on that island, a home just for us
The unique, the different, but we aren’t all that special now
Back in those homes that look exactly the same.
Now I stick to my wall, I excuse my way through
All the parties and drinking and social events
Thrown by people like me, the depressed and downtrodden
Whose problems are probably worse than mine.
I am a chameleon, changing and morphing
To the color that’s asked of it, never hesitating
I show what you want to see, smiling indifferently
Does a chameleon ever show its true colors?
We are placed in society among those just like us
Given a name tag and a pat on the back
How can you stand out, be exciting and different
When “Hello, my name is” is exactly the same.
We are our disease, a file in the system
Of patients who come in and go day by day
“You aren’t alone, you have something that’s common”
But how can you know? How can you know?