Poetry On Odyssey: What If?

Poetry On Odyssey: What If?

God is faithful. He is good.

Sometimes I wonder just how easy it all would be.

If we could switch places and you could experience life as me.

Would you choose me just as I chose you?

Would you love me just as I loved you?

Would you overlook my flaws and count them as beautiful healed battle scars?

Would you change your world to accommodate a life with me?

Would you fight for that relationship although everyone said it is dead, let it be.

Would you give up so effortlessly? It was so easy for you to turn your back on me?

Would you count me as irrelevant? A casualty? A plaything? A tart?

Or would you fight in spite of everything that drove a wedge to tear us apart?

If you were me knowing all that I forgave would you forgive me?

It is easy to receive forgiveness, mercy, and grace.

Especially when you are not the offender in the first place.

Since I am human, I catch myself wanting to repay you back all the heart and pain.

Then I ask for forgiveness for what will I gain.

I can only be obedient and remember I was once lost and a product of a hardened heart.

But God! He kept me. He did not give me what I deserved.

Lesson learned and moral embraced:

I cannot expect forgiveness holding on to anger and allowing hatred to corrupt my heart aka the love space.

Actually, I would not change a thing for I am the winner.

God is faithful. He is good. He makes no mistakes. So I continue to seek his face.

Every day remembering, Jesus is "the author and finisher of our faith" (Hebrews 12:2 NKJV).

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12 Bible Verses For Faith In Hard Times

Remind yourself that God is always with you.

Lately, I have felt lost at what God wants for my life. Ever since I've come back to UWG everything has been horrible. It seems that I can't catch a break. I'm trying my best to focus on school, work, and extracurricular activities. But it's hard when I'm having issues with my apartment/roommates and knowing my family back home is struggling and needs many prayers. All, I keep thinking is maybe Carrollton isn't where I belong anymore. I've asked God if He can guide me in the right direction. Below, I have found Bible verses that have helped get me through these rough, past couple of weeks.

1. Isaiah 43:2

"When you go through deep waters, I will be with you."

2. Psalm 37:5

"Commit your way to the Lord. Trust in Him, and He will act."

3. Romans 8:18

"The pain that you've been feeling, can't compare to the joy that's coming."

4. Proverbs 31:25

"She is clothed in strength, and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future."

5. Joshua 1:9

"Be bold. Be brave. Be courageous."

6. Ecclesiastes 3:1

"There is a time for everything and a reason for every activity under the heavens."

7. Isaiah 41:10

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."

8. Isaiah 66:9

"I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born, says the Lord."

9. Psalm 91:4

"He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings, you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart."

10. Psalm 62:1-2

"My soul finds rest in God alone, my salvation comes from Him, He alone is my rock and my salvation."

11. Philippians 4:13

"I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength."

12. Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

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A Reason To Live

"To live is to suffer, To survive is to find meaning in that suffering" - Friedrich Nietzsche


Depression. We've all dealt with it at some point or another. Maybe it was because of a death in the family, or in my case, a tough time finding the solid ground at rock bottom. Illness, heartbreak, uncertainty...you get the point. What I'm saying is, everyone at some point experiences feelings such as this. The belief that life isn't worth living and all they need is a reason to live one more day, to stay on this planet. And if they get that reason every one of those painful emotions will stop and they'll actually be happy. I find that rather disheartening. You see, one of the hardest pills to swallow is this: If you're looking at the world to find a reason to stay in the world, you will find a multitude of things that make life livable, yet they do nothing to fill that hunger, that thirst for meaning.

If you look at the world for permanent fulfillment you will find none because the world is not our permanent home. So life, from a Catholic perspective, in a nutshell, is all left up to two things:

1) What can we take with us?

2) What do we leave behind?

It's a known fact that we are all going to die someday. It's a fact of life, but the problem is there are so many people that suffer, on a day-to-day basis, based on the fact that they were never informed of things that are indeed permanent. They're forced to "go with the flow", which mainly consists of living in the same rut that several college students, or just people in general, go through: wake up, eat, go to work/school, try and hold out till the weekend, spend the weekend drinking and partying with friends, wake up with a severe hangover, recover, go back to bed, repeat. Is this what you were meant for? No. Is this what you believe God put you on this earth to do? No.

Or maybe you found yourself in this rut for too long and you have no idea of how to escape it, well my friend it's just those two things (and some other stuff, but we'll get to that later). So, what can you take with you? Memories, knowledge, experiences, who you are as a human being: all within your immortal soul. What do you leave behind? Money. Power. Titles. Family, Friends and other material goods.

If you are in the position where you feel the need to ask: "Is there a reason to live?" rephrase it and ask: "What would happen if I died today?"

Who would be affected? What purpose would it serve if you took your own life? If it comes to that...remember, people die every day, without purpose, many by their own hands. Make it your life's purpose to find your purpose and in that purpose, you find fulfillment and security in what kind of person God expects you to be.

"If the world hates you, understand that it hated me first. If you were of the world, the world would love you as it's own. Instead the world hates you, because I have chosen you out of the world." (John 15:18-19)

The sooner you recognize that life is not worth living, the sooner you should find something to die for. Because that's what life is all about. Making the world a better place for future generations. This was recognized by the Crusaders of the medieval period. Many if not all of them recognized the internal need of an individual to have a place in the world. Yet still, they did not live within the fantasy that humans are material beings, and that alone. Yes, humanity lives in the material world, and there are material pleasures, such as wealth, or sexual gratification yet there is a greater more spiritual aspect to humanity, not just a material persona, but also an eternal soul. And like our material bodies we must care for and nurture it. The Crusaders were willing to die, because they believed in the spiritual nature of humanity and their eternal souls, as well as the souls of their countrymen. They were willing to die so that their countrymen can preserve their souls through their faith, and not have them become enslaved by the savage Ottoman hordes. They were willing to die for their beliefs, the same way the Cristeros were. They knew what it meant to be alive, because they were willing to die in defense of God, God's truth, and their people.

Now unless you're the reincarnation of Lavrentiy Beria, there's no reason you should off yourself. You just need to find something to fight in defense of i.e. God, Values, A Civilization, The Right to Religious liberty, etc. The world nowadays has become a post-modern nightmare, wholly without meaning or consequence. It pushes things that will only provide temporary satisfaction. So much so that people have forgotten what it means to be alive. People have gotten lost in the idea that they will live forever, because the world we live in now offers no reason to live. That fact alone, despite it's implying the opposite, is a reason to live. Simply put, if you have no reason to live, consider what is worth dying for, something greater than yourself, and fight for it, until you're either killed in the pursuit of that reason, to live it every day of your life, or die of natural causes, having lived and pursued it, battling the contrary and leaving behind a legacy of meaning, you will be remembered and recognized for long after you're gone.

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