My heart loves completely. My heart trusts fully. My heart knows what it wants, but that doesn't mean it's whats best for me. My mind knows whats best, but my heart beats so loud it drowns out the logic of my mind.
See the thing about my heart knows what it wants. It knows how it feels, and it wants to show other people how it feels. It wants to express itself and give the love it was meant to, but it knows how heartbreak feels. Just as it goes to express its love and trust, it gets scared. It hides behind a massive brick wall that my mind had built trying to protect the fragile heart, just like a child hiding behind their parent. It begins the thought and then the mind reminds them about how long it took to patch itself up. It scares the heart causing it to backpedal and conjure up a fake black mask as protection.
It spends its time behind that massive wall, trapped and bottled up. It's given opportunities by the mind to end the pain. To get rid of the source of the pain, but the heart refuses and takes the pain. It remembers the love it felt before the pain, it brings back the joy. It hopes for that love to come back, it believes with its all that it will come back. It forgives, and believes false statements.
Some call it weak, stupid, or even wrong. I can't make it stop, I can't help the way it feels. Some reason it is pulled in a direction it can't be, so it needs to stay behind that massive wall to heal. To forget the pain and heartbreak. It stays there until the coast is clear and has the chance to let the mind make some smart decisions. Decisions that would free the heart to move on and be happy. Decisions so the heart would be loved back the way it loves.
See the mind keeps the heart from being happy now, so later on the heart can be completely and fully happy later. Yes, they both have mess ups. In the end they always want the best for each other.