So I have discovered one thing about my future and let me tell you, it is difficult. It teaches more than I would've ever expected to know from studying a language. It teaches me that I am making a huge impact on the world and that I am an intelligent individual. However, I have one fatal flaw in me as a person.
I am constantly judging myself because of my mistakes. I see those errors as not being good enough at what I do or even being able to achieve my goals for the future. This, however, is not the case.
I am enough.
I am intelligent.
I am going to graduate.
One error does not make or break the rest of my future. One error does not determine what my future employer is going to think about me. All of us understand that we are human and mistakes can occur on a day to day basis.
I am however extremely thankful for the support system I have in my future endeavors. It allows me to openly express my issues, allows me to work through my errors, and allows for continual growth and improvement in my field. I seem to have this one fatal flaw that I continue to fall back on. I continue to think that I am not good enough for my future, I think that I am not intelligent enough for my job, however, this is NOT the case.
I have proven my knowledge and worth time and time again. The one goal I have for myself for this last semester is to smile and laugh through my errors. To laugh knowing that I will be that much better in the end. To laugh knowing that these errors are the smallest of things. To laugh and know that my worth is not determined by one bad day. My worth is far beyond one error. My strength is beyond one fight and that I am above a bad day.