Dear Big.

I never told you this but I was terrified for big/little reveal. My friends were excited about it. They liked to guess who their big might be, but I didn't. I was nervous that I would get a big who didn't understand me. A big who wouldn't want a junior as a little. A big who didn't really care anything about having a little at all.

Instead, I got you.

When I found out that I had a twin, I cried. Not because I didn't like my twin but because I have a real life twin. I've always been forced to share things with my twin just because we were twins. I didn't want to have to share a big with anyone. I found out that my twin already knew my big which made me even more upset. I thought that I would be left out because my big and twin were already close.

Instead, I got a family

On big/little reveal day, I stood there awkwardly as my twin ran and hugged you. I didn't know what to do, but you immediately came over and hugged me. All of you made me feel welcomed into the FAM even though I had never met any of you before. I never told you how much that meant to me. I never told you how much everything y'all have done for me means to me.

Bigyy

You have listened to me rant when I'm upset about something for hours. You have taken me to Subway many times after chapter because you know how much I love it. You have seen me at my best and my worst. You give me a hug every time you see me even though you know I don’t like being touched; I want to thank you for that. You are always on my side even when you think I am wrong, and you immediately dislike anyone who is rude or mean to me. We both have really busy schedules, but I know if I called you crying at midnight you would let me come over and talk to me until I felt better. You would probably bake me cookies and let me hug your dog. There are a lot of people who could have been my big, but I truly believe that no one could have been a better big for me than you.