Am I (Un)Interesting?

Am I (Un)Interesting?

How would I become "interesting" in 2017?
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Several months earlier this year, I called one of my friends. When she discussed about all the interesting things she did, I thought I was an uninteresting person. It was partially because of the diverging paths taken after high school, and the differences in how we approached hobbies, but it was something I voiced.

She responded that I wasn’t uninteresting, at least, not in her opinion. She also discussed about how, if one wanted to, they could make a change in their lives.

I know I have a bunch of things I want to learn, and others which make me more interesting than the average person. I want to travel the world, learn multiple languages, and write. The latter I’ve done to the point I’m writing a novel and a musical and a series of short stories. Yet they remain unfinished. I draw pictures and fence and do tango, but all to limited aspects.

Considering these things, I constantly contemplate, Am I uninteresting?

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An interesting person, for me, has a bunch of interests they’re passionate about pursuing and want to see to completion. They are curious about learning their craft and are persistent. They have their opinions, but also are open to finding new facts and evolving their stances as they go. Overall, they are the ones people remember for their work and their unapologetic nature.

This is where the mirror reflects on me: I find myself conceding my works and personalities to all the forces in the world, from public opinion to those who suggest I should try to find another career path. Sometimes, I think to myself, if I’m just an image of what people want me to be, rather than what I want to be. This is especially because I think I have no friends or they will abandon me at the next moment.

And in those moments, I think, What do I want?

Even when I have a direct ambition I want to seek, I tend to back away and let the clock tick down. I’m not afraid of the work, per se, but I’m worried more about what it could lead to. What if it was something which was, ultimately, not good? What if my hobbies don’t lead to a point where I would develop them further?

So while I keep all my projects on standby, keeping the talents and skills I’ve accumulated, I go through life in the hope of a stable status, with a well-paying job and food and a home.

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As we go through the new year in 2017, I hope I can cultivate myself to be a more interesting person. It’s not just finishing the projects I’ve had and starting to develop an academic and career path in my future in college. It’s developing hobbies and a viewpoint on how I take on the world.

Now this is not just simply eliminating all the quirks and interests which makes me unique, nor is it stepping out too far and trying to catch the next yacht to a fancy island. It’s a process, in which one must think about every decision done and every word said. Even the smallest pebble can become an avalanche within moments as it accelerates down the mountain.

All of this requires, per my high school, being “comfortable with being uncomfortable”. Like a lot of people these days, I prefer listening to music and watching videos to applying myself through work and writing. I would rather flee than fight. But if I want to be interesting and self-actualized, do I have any other choice?

Cover Image Credit: Rob Wilcox

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Ilhan Omar Is at Best Foolhardy and at Worst, Yes, Anti-Semitic

Her latest statements seem to lack substance, motivation, or direction.

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I find the case of Rep. Ilhan Omar (D-MN) to be a curious one.

Specifically, I am referring to the recent controversy over select comments of hers that have generated accusations of anti-Semitism. In all honesty, prior to doing research for this article, I was prepared to come to her defense.

When her comments consisted primarily of "Israeli hypnosis" and monied interest, I thought her wording poor, though not too egregiously deviated from that of most politicians in the current climate of bad behavior. After all, Israeli PACs surely do have a monied interest in the orientation of United States policy in the Middle East. Besides, if President Trump can hypothesize about killing someone in broad daylight and receive no official sanction, I don't see the need for the House of Representatives to hand down reprimand to Rep. Omar for simply saying that Israel may have dealt wrongly, regardless of the veracity of that position.

And yet, seemingly discontent that she had not drawn enough ire, Omar continued firing. She questioned the purported dual loyalty of those Americans who support the state of Israel, while also making claim that the beloved former President Obama is actually not all that different from the reviled current President Trump.

In short, the initial (mostly) innocuous statements about the United States' relation with Israel have been supplanted by increasingly bizarre (and unnecessary) postulations.

Those latest two controversies I find most egregious. Questioning the loyalty of an American citizen for espousing support for a heavily persecuted world religion and in defense of a refuge for practitioners of that self-same religion that has existed as an independent state since 1948, seems, in really no uncertain terms, anti-Semitic.

After all, is it not her own party that so adamantly supports persecuted Palestinians in the very same region? Is it not she and fellow Muslim Rep. Rashida Tlaib (D-MI) (who is not without her own streak of anti-Semitic controversy) that have rejected challenges to their own loyalty in being ethnically Somali and Palestinian respectively? Is her claim not akin to the "racist" demands that Obama produce proof of his birth in the United States, and the more concrete racism that asserted he truly was not? And (if you care to reach back so far) can her statement not be equated to suggestions that President John F. Kennedy would be beholden to the Vatican as the first (and to date only) Catholic to hold the presidency?

From what I can discern amongst her commentary, in Omar's mind, the rules that apply to her framework on race, ethnicity, religion, and culture as sacred idols above reproach do not extend to her Jewish contemporaries.

Oh, and may I remind you that over 70% of Jewish Americans voted for Hilary Clinton in 2016.

And yet, beyond even this hypocrisy, is the strange disdain Omar suddenly seems to hold for Barack Obama. Even as a non-Democrat, while I can find reason for this, it is still largely perplexing.

To begin with, I recognize that Ilhan Omar is not your prototypical Democrat. She would scoff at being termed a moderate, and likely would do the same to being labeled a traditional liberal. While she doesn't identify as an outright democratic socialist, one would have to be totally clueless to avoid putting her in the company of those who do, such as Tlaib or Rep. Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez (D-NY).

As such, she's bound to have some critical evaluations of President Obama, despite the lionizing that the Democratic establishment has and continues to engage in. Two points still stick out to me as obvious incongruities in her statement, however.

First, Obama and Trump are nothing alike. Again, this coming from someone who does not regularly support either, I can at least attempt to claim objectivity. While Obama might not have been faithful to all the demands of the far-left during his presidency, his position on the political spectrum was far from the extreme bent that Trump has ventured into.

Secondly, there is the style of the two men to consider. While Obama had his share of goofs and gaffes (I still think it somewhat juvenile that he often refused to say "radical Islamic terrorism" when referring to Islamist extremists) he pales in comparison to Trump. Every week Trump has his foot caught in a new bear trap. Obama is enormously tame in comparison.

And in addition to all of that, one must beg the question of Omar's timing. With Republicans emboldened by her controversies and House Democratic leadership attempting to soothe the masses, why would Omar strike out at what's largely a popular figure for those that support her most? There seemed no motivation for the commentary and no salient reasoning to back it up, save that Omar wanted to speak her mind.

Such tactlessness is something that'll get you politically killed.

I do not believe Barack Obama was a great president, but that's not entirely important. I don't live in Ilhan Omar's district; her constituents believe Obama was a great president, and that should at least factor into her considerations. Or maybe she did weigh the negative value of such backlash and decided it wouldn't matter? 2019 isn't an election year, after all. Yet, even if that's the case, what's to gain by pissing off your superiors when they're already pissed off at you?

You need to pick your battles wisely in order to win the war, and I'm highly doubtful Omar will win any wars by pitching scorched-earth tactics over such minute concerns.

Her attitude reminds me not only of that of some of her colleagues engaging obtusely and unwisely over subjects that could best be shrugged off (see the AOC media controversies), but also some of my own acquaintances. They believe not only in the myth of their own infallibility, but the opposition bogeyman conjured by their status in a minority or marginalized group. As the logic goes, "I'm a member of x group, and being so gives me the right to decimate anyone who has any inclination to stand against me in any capacity, tit for tat." So much for civility.

I initially came here to defend Rep. Ilhan Omar, and I still do hold to that in certain cases. The opposition to some of her positions is unwarranted. She is allotted the freedom of speech, as are all Americans.

And yet, in certain other cases she has conducted herself brashly, and, one could argue, anti-Semitically.

All I can say is that I am content living adjacent to Minneapolis, not in it. You'd be hard-pressed to find me advocating for leadership that makes manifest in such impolitic fashion.

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