My life is in a period of transition. And it’s hard to think of this is a transition within a transition. I’m in college which is a transition into adulthood but I’m also changing in all the friendships and my personality.

I don’t like it.

I don't like this transition.

I’ve done so well when it came to being the type of person I am today, and I feel like the foundations on which I carry myself upon are being knocked down.

David Bowie's song "Changes," describes exactly how I feel right now— except, I’m I'm not making money off my changes. But I’m trying to stop the higher institution of college from changing me. I am resisting the change everyday.

I am trying to think of a way I can remain myself, but now I realize that I can’t.

I thought that listening to old music would remind me of myself, but how can I make sure I like the person I am in the future?

How can I ensure the future is going to be good? As someone once said, "time may change me, but I can’t trace time. You can’t follow time."

I can’t wait behind and wait to see if the water will calm and let that be the moment that I decide to live my life. I need to accept the fact that change is going to help me.

And resisting change will be the cause to my problems.