I graduated college in May, 2016. My idea when I graduated was that I would be working in the field that I got a degree in (which I do) and moving out on my own. I thought I'd be with a boyfriend and exploring the world. I thought I would have many friends from school who keep in touch and making a great impact on society.

BOY WAS I WRONG.

Working in the television world is not what I thought it would be. I get headaches from watching monitors all day not to mention I feel isolated from not working with many people. It can get extremely boring. The hours are LONG and the shifts are late. I find myself working until midnight starting at 3:45 PM.

Let's talk about moving out. Yeah, it is not as easy as I thought. This requires a full-time job which no one gives out these days. Not to mention things are expensive: car payments, taxes, medical expenses, water bill, you name it.

The dating world is tricky these days. Dating apps seem to be the new way of meeting someone. I am all for it but not when I am harassed with 100 messages and inappropriate pictures. Now it is a hook-up game for many guys and many girls. Not for me though, in which I prefer to find someone to spend the rest of my life with.

Trying to explore the world? I see people hopping on planes visiting Thailand and Greece. If they can tell me how they get that money I'd love to know.

Keeping in touch with friends is hard. People move on, get busy, ghost you, and that's just what I have to accept. I am lucky I have two friends at least.

Making a remarkable and positive impact on the world is tough when you feel stuck and lost. There are so many things I want to do and I do not know how.

So What Can I Do That's Right?

I look for jobs and things I may be interested in. It is scary but I rather experience more things before I hop into another masters program.

I look into pricing for apartments and other things in my budget. Also the hard part. PEven more nerve-wracking that budgeting is picking a place to move.

I put my big girl pants on and say yes to a guy when he asks me out. But of course I am cautious to who I say yes to.

I try and budget my money and take small trips to places I enjoy like Hershey Park and West Palm Beach.

I do my best to reach out to friends who will take the time to hang out with me. Also I try and make new friends who will stick with me in the long run.

I try and be as eco-friendly to the environment as I possibly can. Reduce, reuse, and recycle. I try and volunteer as well to help others.

In the end, I think I will always be lost. But all I know is that I am trying my best and hopefully this will lead me on the right path.