Our relationships have caused me to much pain,
So I'm DONE with it.
We all have these "friends" or people in our lives that we want to have this perfect relationship with. Unfortunately, the cards don't always go in our favor and we get a TOXIC friendship (relationship). This is why I'm so DONE with all of it.
To You,
I wanted us to have a perfect friendship. I wanted us to be close friends for the rest of our lives. I wanted you to help me, I wanted us to get along. I wanted to be your friend, but I guess you didn't see things the same way.
I should have noticed this sooner, and I think subconsciously I did, I just didn't realize it at the time. I should have known the day first day we really talked that this wasn't going to end well for me. I wish I could have walked away from you sooner.
I was tired of being fake around you. I was tired of acting like everything was ok, cause it was not. I thought things would get better. I thought you would change. You didn't, things didn't change. Even when I told you what I was struggling with you really didn't care.
You were never there for me. I honestly felt like something you kept around because you liked winning. Because you liked knowing that I was trying so hard while you were making my life a living hell.
Now our friendship wasn't all bad but there were more bad times than good times. Was it not obvious how hard I was trying? Did I not do enough? Or did me not wanting to play your game ruin it for you?
You really only used me for your benefit, and I am done. I AM DONE WITH YOU FOR GOOD.
I'm not going to fake this anymore. I can't do it anymore. You have caused me to much pain and suffering to make our friendship worth it. I know this will hurt you and honestly I DON'T CARE anymore.
I Can't Do This Anymore.
You Aren't Worth It.
You taught me a lot about life. I will always be grateful for the lessons I learned from you. But I need to move on for my sake!
So this is my final goodbye to everything we've gone through. My goodbye to you. I'm honestly glad I can be free from you. I'm glad I don't have to fake it anymore. And I am glad that I don't have to try anymore because you aren't worth my time or effort.
- The Person Who Should Have Left Sooner.