The holidays are a time for family, cheer and love. Without you here, there's just a little less of all of it. They say "Christmas just ain't Christmas without the ones you love" and without you I now believe that to be true. It's been so different with you gone. The amount of gifts under the tree has grown smaller and your signature dish is no longer presented on the table. Although I believe you are enjoying the holidays from above, just know that I miss you and wish you could be here to enjoy them with me as well. I never forget to grab the pictures of our past holidays together and decorate the house with them. I still watch your favorite holiday movies while eating chocolate chip cookies. I most definitely never forget to share all your great stories at the dinner table with the rest of the family who missed out on them. I can't wait to spend the holidays with you again someday.
You truly taught me that the holidays is not about gifts -- it's about being with family and friends. It's about spending time together. You always loved the holidays, more than anyone I knew. I do have to admit, it's quite weird not traveling to your place anymore. I always complained about that drive growing up, now I would do anything to take it just one last time. I think the best part about the holidays is knowing you're watching over me always. Having you as my protector is the best gift I could ever ask for.