When you first texted me, I honestly didn't give it a second thought. It was just another meaningless conversation with someone I really didn't know. But the days went on, and every morning I woke up to a text from you saying good morning, and that you hoped I'd have a nice day.

I started thinking, maybe I should give this guy a chance. And eventually, I did. And damn I'm sure glad I did.

Before I knew it we were talking all the time and going on dates, and the connection we had is the purest thing I've ever felt. At the end of our first date, you grabbed my hand and kissed it and said "You're mine now." Something about that little moment felt so right. There was never a time with you that I wasn't laughing or smiling. You just had this energy about you that was contagious. The way you always lived in the moment and could always see the bigger picture in life amazed me. We were something special, but more importantly, you were something special.

The months I spent with you were some of the best months of my life, but life just seemed to get in the way of us and we stopped being us. I'm trying to be okay with that but it's hard. You were not just some guy I was with but you became one of my best friends and go to. I don't know how to grasp the fact that I wont have that person in ,my life anymore. But I'm trying to just be grateful that I had someone like you in my life, because honestly no one can compare.

Thank you, thank you for changing me for the better. You made me realize everything I was missing in past friendships and relationships.

Thank you for showing me how I deserved to be treated all along but didn't realize till I was with you.

Thank you for not just giving me the advice I wanted to hear but what I needed to hear.

Thank you for reminding me life actually isn't that bad.

Thank you for teaching me to live in the moment.

Thank you for always being patient with me.

Thank you for always being there when I needed to rant or needed a shoulder to cry on; you really were my go-to.

Thank you for making me laugh and smile as much as you did; I have never been happier in life then when I was with you.

Thank you for seeing me as imperfect as I could be and still treating me as if I was perfect.

Thank you for always dealing with me even when I'd get a little crazy and bitchy, and adoring me anyways.

But most of all thank you for being you. Because with all these little things and more you changed me for the better. I wish we would've been able to make things work because you're so special to me, but maybe one day the timing will be right and we could try things again. But in case that never happens, I just want you to know I am forever thankful for you and what we shared together.