To The Girl I Aspire To Be...
I hope one day I am as positive and happy as you are. I hope that one day I do not care what others think of me and do things for me; not for anyone else. It would be nice to not have a care in the world and live life to the absolute fullest. I wish for positivity within myself and find some sort of peace within me. I pray that one day I will do things that make me happy and try not to be so hard on myself. One day I will be myself once again and I cannot wait for that day to come. I aspire to be an inspiration to others and that one day people will look up to me. I know no one is perfect and that is completely impossible, but I know there is a way to be happy again. This is just a rough patch, but I am holding out for the day when those rough patches do not mean anything to me anymore. Those rough patches will turn into little bumps. Everyone has problems in their lives that they do not want to admit, but I think that is what makes us all unique. I know that this shall pass soon or later and I will be waiting. One day these anxiety attacks will no longer be a conflict with my own self. I will eventually learn to face them and take on my days as normal. I hope that I will stop over analyzing everything that everyone says to me. It makes life so much harder than it needs to be. I know that it needs to stop but it is complicated. In the future, I aspire to be someone that knows they will be okay because I got through some of the hardest things and made it out alright. I do know others have it tougher than I do, but everyone has a story and they all deserve to be listened to. I aspire to be a girl with positive and happy vibes who loves to have fun and live life to the fullest. I aspire to be much more than I am now and with the people I have in my life, it is possible. I have to focus on myself because I am the one who controls how I feel. One day I will be someone that I would want to have looked up too if I was younger. I will be a happier me. As for right now, I will keep fighting for what I believe in and get to a good state of mind. I know I can do this and this is now my number one goal.
Love
A girl trying to find her way