Well lucky you, you’ve made it this far. I can’t say that many boys ever make it this far, and if they did, well they aren’t around anymore. I honestly love being loved: it's a feeling that I don’t get too often. I hope that this time is better than the last or any other time before that. There is still a lot you should know though, things that might change your love for me.

I care too much sometimes and I can’t help that. It is just how I am. Every day I am going to want to know how you’re doing, and I want to really know. None of that fake “I’m fine” bullshit when something is really wrong. I am going to want to be there for you through thick and thin every day. So don’t push me away, not think that I will change my mind about you because I promise you that it will never happen. I will embrace it all with the rest of you.

I love easily. I will probably love you before you love me, but I will not say anything. Everything that you see “wrong” with yourself, I see as something beautiful. I like the deeper things, the things beyond your favorite color or favorite book. I like your story the good the bad or indifferent because I love unconditionally, with no judgment ever. After all, isn’t that how love should be?

I like adventures even though I seem like I don’t. I just don’t want to go on these adventures alone. I would rather go with someone, make those memories that will last forever. I like to cook, but it is 100 times better when you’re cooking with someone having fun in the kitchen. I like to sing and dance even though I know I am terrible at it, but it's just fun. I like to take pictures all the time and show you off to the world because after all, I would be so proud to say that “this boy loves me.” I like good morning texts and goodnight texts. I want us to show each other that we are constantly thinking about each other.

I like gifts from time to time, nothing big or extravagant but small things that let me know that you really know me and that you do think of me. I like to smile and laugh and feel that butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach. I want to be able to feel your love, really feel it.

So to the next boy that will love me: I am here waiting patiently. One day with the right timing I will have your love, I will feel your love and know that it is something true. Something that you could say is so rare, so when I find you, I hope it is real and I hope you stay.