I’m sorry for leaving you. Getting you as my little was the highlight of my sophomore year in college. You were one of the only reasons I was going to stay. Life got in the way of that and I knew I had to leave. So, this is my formal apology to you.
Being a big is much more than being a friend or a sister. To be a big means so much more than that, taking on the responsibility of being a teacher, mother, friend, and sister. Every day I look on social media and see how amazing you and your sisters are doing and think just how much I miss you.
How I wish I could have been there for you when you moved into the house, turned 21, had a tough night etc. I always think, what would life have been like if I didn’t leave. If I stayed and continued to mentor you. Over the short period of time I got to know you I felt like we were connected so well.
So, this is me saying I’m sorry for not being a better big. For leaving you when you needed me, and for giving you heartache. I never intended to upset or hurt you. I knew what was best for me and being there wasn’t what I needed.
I know you are going to do amazing things in the future. You already work so hard to get to where you want to be in life. Don’t ever let anyone bring you down. Understand that just because I’m 200 miles away doesn’t mean I’m not still here for you.
You are the perfect member to this chapter and just know that so many people love you. So, be free and be happy and make good choices in life because momma loves you and that won’t ever change. Sisters are forever, distance is only temporary. I love you, Mia.