First of all, hey guys, how is it going? I hope this finds you in good health and having a great life, for you yourself have helped me find a great life. Getting to this day caused me a great struggle, but I have you to thank for that. Weird right, I am sitting here thanking you for me being where I am today. Here are some things I would like to thank you for.
Thank you for doubting me.
If it weren’t for you, I would never have had the faith in myself to push beyond my limits. So many times, I was brought down by doubt and self-shame, but with you standing behind me and spouting insults, shame, and anger, I found the faith in myself to push so that I can achieve my dreams. I am worth so much more than insults and doubt. I have so much potential and I can now stretch to get it!
Thank you for trying to change me.
If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t have taken a step back tho appreciate the person that I am and all that I have to give to the world. My personality is top notch, and I am worth the friends that I have and love. While you may not have seen my greatness, so many others do, and for that, I am thankful. True, I had you standing there to hate, but I have these gems to stand there to love and they will help me conquer all of the greatness that I still have yet to achieve.
Thank you for no longer being in the picture.
While I said that I hope you are in good health and with a happy life, despite the sadness you brought me, I do thank you for no longer being behind me and allowing me to have my doubt. For so long, I was afraid that you would be a constant in trying to doubt me and I would be thinking of you in every decision that I made. However, you moved on, and now I have myself. So thank you for growing and being a bigger person than you were.
In the end, when I feel sad and scared, all I have to do is remember the self-doubt that I had once upon a time, and I know that I can overcome. My dreams are so close in my reach, that I think it’s time I believe, take a step, and go.