To A Very Special Dad,
That's what you were. Whether a father, grandpa, brother, uncle, cousin-- you were a dad. And this is your day. And I love you so much. And I miss you so much. The feeling is unexplainable. The pit in my stomach lingers. The questions swarm my head constantly. It's hard to accept that you're gone. It's hard to let go of someone who was such a special part of my life, someone who took up such a huge portion in my heart.
Father's Day isn't the same since your passing, nor will it ever be again without you sitting at the dinner table, without me signing a hallmark card addressed with your name. I can no longer squeeze you in my arms until my muscles surrender. I can no longer feel your warm breath hit my face when you lean in to kiss my cheek. I'd do anything to relive the Father's Days we were oh, so blessed to have spent together. Though we can't be together on this holiday anymore, I have every right to continue celebrating who you were and what you've done-- the impact you've had and the legacy you're leaving.
I'll celebrate the remembrance of a fatherly figure.
You looked after me and protected me. You were my shield. You guided and encouraged. You were my comfort. There was no one more qualified for the position you fulfilled. Thank you for being the perfect fatherly figure.
I'll celebrate the joy you brought me.
You brightened up the dark days and for sure warmed up the cold ones. Even now the thought of you still has that effect. Your smile did wonders. Your actions kept my heart fluttering. Thank you for all of the happiness you brought into my life.
I'll celebrate the lessons you taught me.
There is so much constant knowledge you so confidently filled me with. You knew it all, and now I do. Your life experiences and stories have been quite the verbal learning experience for me. Thank you for passing along your wisdom.
I'll celebrate the memories you've left with me.
Every laugh shared, touching exchange, and memorable moment will not be forgotten. More than pictures will remind me how much you mean to me. Thank you for giving me something to hold onto forever.
And though you are physically gone, I'll celebrate you infinitely, for your spirit has not left, and will remain with me eternally.
Happy Father's Day in heaven, my angel.
I love you and I'm missing you everyday,
Your "Daughter"