This is a part two to one of my first articles, To All The Dorks I've Loved Before!
Danny
Danny, you were the first guy who I told I liked. I was so nervous, and when I got the courage to tell you, instead of letting me down gently, you led me on. Then, you cut me down. It stung. A LOT. I'm over it now, but that shit hurt, man. You said it was because something was standing in your way, but was that really what was stopping you? Or was it something else?
Ben
Ben, you stabbed me in the back. It's not even your fault really, you didn't know I had a crush on you. But she did. My ex friend knew, and she kissed you. You kissed her back. I liked you first though, not that it makes a difference. I got mad at you, and you didn't understand why. My point is, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have blamed you.
Collin
Collin, I thought we were on the same page. You don't get to tell me what you think is good for me and then make decisions for me. I am my own person, thank you very much. If you wanted to end things with me because you were catching feelings too fast, then tell me. Be straight up about it. Don't tell me it's because you're worried about me catching feels. Don't you worry about me, honey. I'm doing just fine.
Robbie
Robbie, you and I had fun. I've actually got no complaints or grievances to air here! We made some great memories and I got to have a summer I won't forget...mainly because my friends won't let me. Yeah, I may or may not have spilled the tea about the beach. Whoops!
Aaron
Dude, I'm still having trouble comprehending what went on with us. We meet, and not even a week later, you're making plans to spend the holidays with me and talking about taking trips together? Then, when I say that I think things are moving too fast, you told me that I was making a mistake by throwing away all the "good times" we had together? Good times? We only went on ONE date? Get it together, dude. I'm still a junior in college, and I'm not looking to get married next week.
Wes
Wes, we were friends from a pretty young age, but since you were popular, you rarely acknowledged me. Not unless it benefited you. You always thought I wanted something from you if I waved hi to you between classes. You knew people thought you were cool and attractive, and it went to your head. You had too big of an ego, and I wasn't convenient for you to be friends with. What was it that made you feel 'too cool' for me?
Peter
Peter, you were the first guy I could actually see a future with, because you were the first guy who I knew for sure liked me back. The day we met and spent together was probably one of, if not the, best days of my life. It was so perfect, and so easy, I wouldn't have changed a thing. I hated having to leave. After that, things were going so damn well, and I kept wondering when the other shoe was going to drop. And once you assured me it wasn't, and I finally began to trust again, you broke my heart. I have heard from you less than a handful of times since, and if I'm being honest, it sucks not talking to you anymore. I'm sorry if I made you upset.