​I Thought I Would Rock This Semester. I Did Not.

​I Thought I Would Rock This Semester. I Did Not.

I thought 2018 would be my year.

Now that finals are over and summer is upon us, I can talk about this. This semester was one of the hardest semesters I have ever gone through.

First, I took 17 credit hours. 6 classes, back to back classes. My day started at 11 am and ended at 3:15.

It doesn’t sound that bad, but it’s a little bad when you have three classes a day and no breathing room. I was overwhelming myself without even knowing it. I would go to work straight after and not get home until 9 or 10 pm and start on homework. I eventually just said “Fuck the homework” and went to bed as soon as I got home.

Secondly, this semester, I decided to get my health on track. I would wake up at 6:30 in the morning and take my dog to daycare, then go to the gym at 7:30 until 10, go home and get ready for class at 11. For those of you who know me, I do not like a schedule. I love not knowing what my day is going to be like. I get stressed easy. I thought I could handle the stress, and I did for a month, but then I had my car accident.

I was on I-75 traveling to Chattanooga with my boyfriend. He was going to meet my family for the first time and we were going to see my sister’s play. A trucker swerved into the far-right hand lane I was in. I ended up slamming on my brakes, swerving into a guardrail, hitting the trucker, and totaling my car. It seems menial, but not having a car in college can be rough. I have a job and a dog. Not having a car meant that I would have to give up my dog, quit my job, and be miserable. My car insurance pretty much turned its back on me when the trucker wasn’t honest on the police report, and I got all the blame for the accident. My insurance rate skyrocketed.

I started Ubering to work which was about 200$ out of each paycheck. Living in Kennesaw is more expensive than you think. Uber drivers also aren’t very nice about bringing my dog with me to work.

About a month later, my dog got sick and then my grandmother died. It was all a little more than I can handle. Making sure I never get help and that I can do everything on my own. I broke. I had to reach out to people for rides, which I greatly appreciated, but my pride always took over me. I hate asking for help. I hate admitting that things really aren’t okay.

I won’t be doing this again. I finally know my limit. I cant tell people something positive because I still don’t have a car and my dog is still sick. I just want people to know that thinking you can overwhelm yourself isn’t okay.

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52 Instagram Captions Perfect For Your Next Beach Vacation

Perfect for those beach daze.

Summer is officially in full swing. We are all looking forward to the adventures that await us. A lot of us have been dreaming about the day when we finally get to kick our feet up and relax by the ocean. If you find yourself getting ready for a trip to the beach then read these quotes to help get your in the mood for your vacation. Whether you are looking for an Instagram caption or are just trying to settle a bad case of wanderlust, here are 52 quotes on summer:

1. "Hello summer."

2. "I'm happiest when I'm floating in the ocean."

3. "May you always have a shell in your pocket, and sand in your toes."

4. "Life is better with palm trees."

5. "Sandy toes. Sun-kissed nose."

6. "Balmy nights, pink sunsets, and salty air."

7. "Talk to the sand."

8. "Live in the sunshine. Swim in the sea. Drink the wild air." -Emerson

9. "Everyone should believe in something. I believe I should go to the beach."

10. "Spontaneity is the best kind of adventure."

11. "The ocean is calling and I must go."

12. "Here comes the sun."

13. "If it requires a bikini, my answer is yes."

14. "I'm just a beachy kinda girl."

15. "As free as the ocean..."

16. "As endless as the ocean, as timeless as the tides..."

17. "Life's a beach. Enjoy the waves."

18. "A pineapple a day keeps the worries away."

19. "Let the currents guide your heart."

20. "Happiness comes in waves."

21. "Let's go somewhere where the stars kiss the ocean."

22. "My favorite color is sunset."

23. "I lost my heart to the sea."

24. "Sun, sand, and surf."

25. "Salt in the air. Sand in my hair."

26. "Smell the sea, and feel the sky. Let your soul and spirit fly." -Van Morrison

27. "High tides and good vibes."

28. "Mermaid kisses and starfish wishes."

29. "Stop and smell the ocean."

30. "I'm happy anywhere I can see the ocean."

31. "Tropical state of mind."

32. "Forever chasing the sun."

33. "Girls just wanna have sun."

34. "Some of the best memories are made in flip flops." -Kellie Elmore

35. "Good times and tan lines."

36. "Palm trees, ocean breeze, salty air, sun-kissed hair, endless summer, take me there."

37. "The ocean is calling."

38. "Love you to the beach and back."

39. "Paradise found."

40. "Seas the day."

41. "Live in the sunshine, swim in the sea, drink the wild air..." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

42. "Eat. Beach. Sleep. Repeat."

43. "I never met a sunset I didn't like."

44. "Beach daze always."

45. "Catch me by the sea."

46. "Only worry in the world is the tide gonna reach my chair." -Zac Brown Band

47. "Stay salty."

48. "Done adulating- let's be mermaids."

49. "Find me under the palm trees."

50. "Sea you soon."

51. "Hello sunshine."

52. "Don't mind me... I'm just chasing the sun."

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Easter Is More Than Just A Day

He is risen, and LIVES today... Not just on Easter.


Every Easter there is always a flood of posts on social media, and every post has a similar caption: "He is risen!" And indeed He is.

Not that there is anything wrong with these posts. It's nice to see everyone in their "Sunday best." However, my question is why do we make Easter a one-day ordeal? We should be celebrating the resurrection and life of our Savior every day, not just one day a year.

Jesus's death on the cross is worth so much more than one day. He is deserving of far greater.

So often, we let ourselves be consumed by life and all our problems that we get distracted. We let ourselves forget the work that Jesus did on the cross.

Yet, this should not be our reality because Jesus won.

Jesus won. He defeated the grave. Let that sink in, because all too frequently I feel like this falls deaf to our ears and hearts.

Understanding that Jesus conquered death and has already won the battle for the world (John 16:33) should give us peace.

Having this knowledge should help us to say, "I see these things that I can't fix. But Jesus has conquered death, and everything else is taken care of."

Celebrate who Jesus is and what He has done every day, not just on Easter.

Lord, thank you that I can celebrate the death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus Christ every single day. Thank you that Easter is so much bigger and far better than just a holiday. You have defeated death, so now I can rest in that truth--knowing that you will take care of even the most minuscule details of my life. You hold today, tomorrow, and forever. Thank you that I can celebrate who you are and what you've done from now until eternity.

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