When I left this tiny town for a college campus
I didn't realize the things I would be leaving behind
I knew I was leaving my family,
my friends, my dog, and many other things
It didn't take long for me to miss
the tapping sounds made by the dogs when they
came in the house.
Or the smell of coffee in the morning mixed with
the noises of my family running around downstairs.
The things I missed most
were the things I thought were little.
The things that had become a constant in my life.
The feel of a car on a gravel road,
music blaring from the car speakers as
the dust flies behind us.
Finding new places and creeks,
exploring caves and getting into trouble.
Sneaking in and sneaking out,
bonfires with my friends that went way too late,
playing Super Smash Bros and watching each other fail
at playing on the Nintendo 64
The way the cats curl into your lap
when you have sat still for too long.
Watching the kittens play and pounce
in the spring.
The screaming of my siblings downstairs
when one of them lost the game.
Everyone being 20 minutes and
a text away.
Now that I am surrounded by these
things once again, I have started to miss
certain things about college life.
My friends being just a couple doors down,
the fact that there are people everywhere.
The noises of the city as opposed to
the crickets in the woods.
Being able to walk almost everywhere
when I needed something or wanted to
go somewhere was something I never thought
I would miss.
Playing Mario Kart and watching movies
until 3 in the morning,
Coming up with challenges for
whoever won the race.
Playing board games and complaining
about classes.
There is always a dog on campus
and looking for the cat that likes to hide
in certain places.
When I leave this town again
I know what I'll really miss
and that's okay because I
know what's waiting for me
when I get to campus.
Leaving campus in the spring will
be bittersweet again but I still
know what will be waiting for me
back in this tiny town
I never though I would miss.